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aoc923
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I just want to start out by saying how thankful I am this forum exists. Anyway, onto business.
Long story short I am a 23 year old male who has not set foot in a dentist in over six years. I always had a fear of dentists, but it became a phobia when I had a cracked wisdom tooth extracted by a dentist who told me to 'suck it up" when i nearly jumped out of my chair mid extraction when I felt blinding pain, obviously not enough novacaine. Combine that with a previous deep scaling and I was done with dentists.
For the next few years I let my dental care fall to the wayside, picking up only when there was a tooth ache or when I noticed my gum line receding. About a year ago my teeth became an obsession. Anytime there was the slightest discomfort in my mouth I would fall off the rocker. I have had very good dental hygeine in the last year, making sure to always floss and rinse with mouth wash. Last week I bit into a potato chip and my front tooth chipped, and I had a panic attack soon afterward. Since than every single day has been filled with me constantly checking my teeth, seeing if there are new chips. I discovered there is a brown line running down one of my back teeth, I can only conclude it is cracked and I will need a root canal. I am planning on making an appt with the dentist next week but I am so scared. To make it worse I am so embarssed to feel this way, I don't think anyone would understand why someone would freak out so much over this stuff. But I am most ashamed that I am taking ativan that is not prescribed to me. I know it is wrong, yet I just took one right before writing this.
I'm sorry for the rant, I hope I don't sound to stupid, I'm just glad to see there are other people like me out there.
Long story short I am a 23 year old male who has not set foot in a dentist in over six years. I always had a fear of dentists, but it became a phobia when I had a cracked wisdom tooth extracted by a dentist who told me to 'suck it up" when i nearly jumped out of my chair mid extraction when I felt blinding pain, obviously not enough novacaine. Combine that with a previous deep scaling and I was done with dentists.
For the next few years I let my dental care fall to the wayside, picking up only when there was a tooth ache or when I noticed my gum line receding. About a year ago my teeth became an obsession. Anytime there was the slightest discomfort in my mouth I would fall off the rocker. I have had very good dental hygeine in the last year, making sure to always floss and rinse with mouth wash. Last week I bit into a potato chip and my front tooth chipped, and I had a panic attack soon afterward. Since than every single day has been filled with me constantly checking my teeth, seeing if there are new chips. I discovered there is a brown line running down one of my back teeth, I can only conclude it is cracked and I will need a root canal. I am planning on making an appt with the dentist next week but I am so scared. To make it worse I am so embarssed to feel this way, I don't think anyone would understand why someone would freak out so much over this stuff. But I am most ashamed that I am taking ativan that is not prescribed to me. I know it is wrong, yet I just took one right before writing this.
I'm sorry for the rant, I hope I don't sound to stupid, I'm just glad to see there are other people like me out there.