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freakedoutincali
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A couple of months ago, I was chewing gum and a piece of a tooth just popped out into the gum. Now, I know this is horrible, but I haven't gotten it fixed yet. It doesn't hurt at all and I just don't have the money, but more importantly, I am TERRIFIED of the dentist. Now, this is not with no good reason. I mean, everyone is a little freaked out by the dentist. But I had a really bad experience with the last dentist I went to. I had a bad cavity that needed a root canal, and she actually mocked me for not having it taken care of sooner (I actually had no idea I had a cavity until my tooth started hurting, and I went in like 5 days later). She called in her colleagues to look at my film and laugh and me, and she purposely hurt me at one point- jabbing me with an instrument as hard as she could, and saying, "see? That's why you have to go to the dentist sooner when you have a problem."
So I know it's dumb, and I know I have to go, and I actually have been saving and plan to go in the next two weeks, but I am so scared that I am sitting here crying thinking about it. I have no idea how much it's going to cost, and I am so freaked out that the dentist will humiliate me and make me feel horrible about myself. I actually do try to take really good care of myself, but this came at a bad time and I just couldn't take care of it right away. I keep trying to tell myself that it'll just be for an hour or two, and then I won't have to worry about it anymore, but I'm really scared.
Thanks for giving me a place to vent. I know what I've got to do, I'm just seriously freaked ot and hoping to find a dentist with more compassion.
So I know it's dumb, and I know I have to go, and I actually have been saving and plan to go in the next two weeks, but I am so scared that I am sitting here crying thinking about it. I have no idea how much it's going to cost, and I am so freaked out that the dentist will humiliate me and make me feel horrible about myself. I actually do try to take really good care of myself, but this came at a bad time and I just couldn't take care of it right away. I keep trying to tell myself that it'll just be for an hour or two, and then I won't have to worry about it anymore, but I'm really scared.
Thanks for giving me a place to vent. I know what I've got to do, I'm just seriously freaked ot and hoping to find a dentist with more compassion.