firexcracker
Junior member
- Joined
- Jul 18, 2011
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- Wisconsin
It's been 12 years since I've seen a dentist. Last time I saw one was when I was still a young teenager and under my parents' insurance. Since then I've gone through bouts of homelessness, jobs that didn't offer insurance, and college tuition bills. It's always been one thing after another.
As a kid I never took good care of my teeth. I drank a lot of soft drinks and fruit juices which has unfortunately left my enamel in poor shape. After not seeing a dentist for 12 years, my already poorly cared for teeth are in pretty bad condition. It's really embarrassing and that's the biggest reason I've delayed a dentist trip for so long.
Last year I actually broke one of my teeth, it split horizontally and there are still a few pieces of broken tooth left in my gums. My current job doesn't offer insurance and so I've been unable to have it extracted. I've been unable to chew on the left side of my mouth for a year. Finally, over this last weekend, I've come down with an infection. The broken tooth doesn't hurt, but the one right behind it. My face is swollen and I'm in a great deal of discomfort.
I know it's time to suck it up and get in to the dentist to have this mess fixed once and for all. I need to get back on track and start taking better care of my teeth but I'm completely and utterly embarrassed about the state of my mouth. I know I'm definitely not a worst case scenario, but I'm still feeling some pretty intense anxiety about seeing a dentist. However I'm also trying to weigh that against the amount of pain I've been in for the last year. My greatest fear is that they will tell me it's not worth it, just yank 'em all and get dentures. I know I could deal with the pain of restoration work, I'm just terrified they will tell me there's nothing they can do for me.
I understand this is definitely one of those "dug your own hole" situations, but I'm still scared out of my mind! The office opens in about 5 1/2 hours and I'm wide awake, sick with anxiety about having to make that call in the morning.
I pray there is someone else out there who's had to have extensive work done that can offer me a glimmer of hope. The procedures I think I can deal with.. it's just the thought of my bad childhood decisions affecting the future of my teeth is embarrassing and sickening.
As a kid I never took good care of my teeth. I drank a lot of soft drinks and fruit juices which has unfortunately left my enamel in poor shape. After not seeing a dentist for 12 years, my already poorly cared for teeth are in pretty bad condition. It's really embarrassing and that's the biggest reason I've delayed a dentist trip for so long.
Last year I actually broke one of my teeth, it split horizontally and there are still a few pieces of broken tooth left in my gums. My current job doesn't offer insurance and so I've been unable to have it extracted. I've been unable to chew on the left side of my mouth for a year. Finally, over this last weekend, I've come down with an infection. The broken tooth doesn't hurt, but the one right behind it. My face is swollen and I'm in a great deal of discomfort.
I know it's time to suck it up and get in to the dentist to have this mess fixed once and for all. I need to get back on track and start taking better care of my teeth but I'm completely and utterly embarrassed about the state of my mouth. I know I'm definitely not a worst case scenario, but I'm still feeling some pretty intense anxiety about seeing a dentist. However I'm also trying to weigh that against the amount of pain I've been in for the last year. My greatest fear is that they will tell me it's not worth it, just yank 'em all and get dentures. I know I could deal with the pain of restoration work, I'm just terrified they will tell me there's nothing they can do for me.
I understand this is definitely one of those "dug your own hole" situations, but I'm still scared out of my mind! The office opens in about 5 1/2 hours and I'm wide awake, sick with anxiety about having to make that call in the morning.
I pray there is someone else out there who's had to have extensive work done that can offer me a glimmer of hope. The procedures I think I can deal with.. it's just the thought of my bad childhood decisions affecting the future of my teeth is embarrassing and sickening.