I know what you mean sometimes it's like fighting and losing the battle, but really every step is a step forward, I am telling you this but sometimes I need to convince myself, only last week I thought I am calm about having to see a new dentist in June after panicing when I first found out.
I felt normal, then WHAM out of nowhere I had a nightmare on Wednesday night about seeing this dentist, I thought where the hell did that come from, I wasn't even thinking about the dentist.
Any way normal service has been resumed for the time being, so it's a constant battle, but while we continue to go, we are wining. It is a journey of ups and downs. The ups are worth the trying and going.
Does this make sense to you, and have I convinced you now?