tigerstripedred
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- May 6, 2016
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who the heck forgot to tell me that my dental work was scheduled for fri 13th?? :/
I actually haven't slept properly since my last appointment an hour here or there...nightmares of the tooth shattering as she removes the filling even though the xray was ok. missing a top tooth incredibly visible for thevrest of my days and being bullied into proceedures and screenings I don't want....( note please my dentist has never bullied me in to anything I don't know why I'm even afraid of that with her) I've actually woken up several times checking my teeth to see if was a dream. I am never any less nervous...it's always what could go wrong....like these crowns not staying on tightly because this one is the one above my missing tooth. etc
Thinking The whole office probably hates me too...because I'm such a spazz when I am there. what if i have a flashback mid dental work that I can't somewhat get a handle on...how do I explain why I am suddenly a shaking snivelling mess and sorry doc I don't get why it happened here it's not dental related at all. Or how can i tell them know i don't want your new person to watch please make them leave...and can I please explain why these rooms can't have doors?
even cleanings are like this: crap they are going to make me do more xrays....i am not good at saying no even when i really really want to I'm afraid to....i'm even afraid to ask for the thyroid collar because i don't want to make them dislike me more...urghhh.
I have some pretty creative panic driven scenarios going on right now...bright side...i'm so afraid food i might get back down to my leanest weight by the time my permanent crown arrives...2 days tillthe drama dont let these teeth die....fyi the spider zooming infront of my face better not be an omen
I actually haven't slept properly since my last appointment an hour here or there...nightmares of the tooth shattering as she removes the filling even though the xray was ok. missing a top tooth incredibly visible for thevrest of my days and being bullied into proceedures and screenings I don't want....( note please my dentist has never bullied me in to anything I don't know why I'm even afraid of that with her) I've actually woken up several times checking my teeth to see if was a dream. I am never any less nervous...it's always what could go wrong....like these crowns not staying on tightly because this one is the one above my missing tooth. etc
Thinking The whole office probably hates me too...because I'm such a spazz when I am there. what if i have a flashback mid dental work that I can't somewhat get a handle on...how do I explain why I am suddenly a shaking snivelling mess and sorry doc I don't get why it happened here it's not dental related at all. Or how can i tell them know i don't want your new person to watch please make them leave...and can I please explain why these rooms can't have doors?
even cleanings are like this: crap they are going to make me do more xrays....i am not good at saying no even when i really really want to I'm afraid to....i'm even afraid to ask for the thyroid collar because i don't want to make them dislike me more...urghhh.
I have some pretty creative panic driven scenarios going on right now...bright side...i'm so afraid food i might get back down to my leanest weight by the time my permanent crown arrives...2 days tillthe drama dont let these teeth die....fyi the spider zooming infront of my face better not be an omen