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PanicAndPhobia
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Hi everyone,
First of all this is really long and I'm sorry for that .
I'm Rachel from Canada and I am so happy to have found this site. Someone who finally understands, a whole lot of someone's ? I had used this site a couple of years ago when I needed to find a new dentist and the fear checklists were very helpful and my new dentist has them on file.
Almost a week ago I was having some pretty bad pain , a toothache but I wasn't sure which one , I had an idea since I spotted a cavity in my back molar which had already been filled extensively and hurt afterwards. My dental hygienist said it was the biggest filling she had ever seen and was proud of me for getting it done. That was last year so I've been pretty lucky to have no problems with it up until now ? (I actually had my first "you don't have to come back and get anything fixed" emotional moment last September!)
So the pain got so bad last weekend that I actually started looking up dentists who were open on weekends and unfortunately mine wasn't. I made the decision to go to the only one who was open and who took my payment option . First that was hell cause I had to wait PAST closing time to even be seen and I'm sure as you know waiting rooms are a great place for panic attacks to spawn. I didn't have a full blown one but I did cry at the reception desk ? When I finally went in the dentist barely spoke English so that didn't help calm my nerves. He looked inside and tapped each tooth in the area where I said it hurt and then took an x-ray (I was laying down, always have had them sitting up so that weird). I did the best I could with it cause I hate them and he got the one he needed first try. Then came the diagnosis of pulpitis. I was just thinking omg here we go again and then he said he could either cut the nerve ( I assume he meant root canal?) or "extract it in 10 mins" so obviously I was like no thanks, I want to go to my own dentist but can you give me anything for pain until tomorrow, he gave me Motrin.
The next day I was able to get in and see my own dentist even though he was originally just going to look at the x-ray and get someone to call me. Nope he made time for me, looked at my teeth, tapped them , used cold water on them and looked at the x-ray for a long time. He said he didn't see any signs of infection but if the tooth was hurting me that bad it should come out. Unfortunately he said he wasn't able to do it and I needed to be referred to an oral surgeon. There is one that comes in but he wouldn't take my payment method ? It was nice of my dentist to find one that did , just was upset it was going to be in an entirely new building. He also said if the pain didn't subside in a couple days he would give me antibiotics.
So the next day I had a consultation with an oral surgeon in another city since everything was booked up until February here. The drive there I was ok except for some pain. The waiting room I cried in multiple times, I was on the edge of panic and was in the bathroom more than once to try and calm down. That wasn't even the worst part sadly. Once my mom and I were taken into a room by a nurse, I started to cry again! I sat down at the desk and she said we were going to just talk then I saw the machine beside me and started freaking out pointing at it...a blood pressure machine. She put the cuff on me and started pumping, I hated the feeling so I had a full blown panic attack! It was like someone latched on and wouldn't let go. After it was off me , I started crying again and started sweating profusely and said I needed to lay down. "The nurse was like what do you mean lay down?" I started thinking about leaving the chair at the desk and just lying on the floor. As I was getting up someone suggested I sit in the dental treatment chair cause it was half back so I did that and needed a cold paper towel on my head and to drink water. Terrible terrible experience for me but now you will see why I'm so scared about this appointment. After this the oral surgeon came in and talked to me, looked in my mouth and then somehow I was able to have my heart and lungs checked with the stethoscope. He set up an appointment with me, said I should have general anesthesia and told me to meet with the anesthesiologist back in my city.
The following day I met with the anesthesiologist who was very nice and calming to talk to despite all these scary sights around the room. He talked to me and my parents for a long time and was explaining to me that the needle is so small and I will be out in 3 seconds. I felt ok leaving but then saw the various operating and recovery rooms and started crying on the way out. I could have had the surgery the next day but I said no. So I was booked in for January 25.
If you are still reading then you deserve an award! I'm almost done though.
The following day I was in worse pain, I had swollen lymph nodes under my jaw and couldn't open my mouth all the way. I called my dentist and he prescribed me antibiotics for 7 days. I'm currently on those and Advil/Motrin. I got a cancellation call and now my appointment for extraction is the 16th! As you can probably guess I'm terrified. I have had my wisdom teeth out and 4 others in my life. It just never seems to get any easier and now I'm worried and anxious about so many things I can't sleep! Not to mention i can't eat much cause my jaw just won't open for more than a spoon or straw ?
I just don't know what to do, it's just one thing after another ?
First of all this is really long and I'm sorry for that .
I'm Rachel from Canada and I am so happy to have found this site. Someone who finally understands, a whole lot of someone's ? I had used this site a couple of years ago when I needed to find a new dentist and the fear checklists were very helpful and my new dentist has them on file.
Almost a week ago I was having some pretty bad pain , a toothache but I wasn't sure which one , I had an idea since I spotted a cavity in my back molar which had already been filled extensively and hurt afterwards. My dental hygienist said it was the biggest filling she had ever seen and was proud of me for getting it done. That was last year so I've been pretty lucky to have no problems with it up until now ? (I actually had my first "you don't have to come back and get anything fixed" emotional moment last September!)
So the pain got so bad last weekend that I actually started looking up dentists who were open on weekends and unfortunately mine wasn't. I made the decision to go to the only one who was open and who took my payment option . First that was hell cause I had to wait PAST closing time to even be seen and I'm sure as you know waiting rooms are a great place for panic attacks to spawn. I didn't have a full blown one but I did cry at the reception desk ? When I finally went in the dentist barely spoke English so that didn't help calm my nerves. He looked inside and tapped each tooth in the area where I said it hurt and then took an x-ray (I was laying down, always have had them sitting up so that weird). I did the best I could with it cause I hate them and he got the one he needed first try. Then came the diagnosis of pulpitis. I was just thinking omg here we go again and then he said he could either cut the nerve ( I assume he meant root canal?) or "extract it in 10 mins" so obviously I was like no thanks, I want to go to my own dentist but can you give me anything for pain until tomorrow, he gave me Motrin.
The next day I was able to get in and see my own dentist even though he was originally just going to look at the x-ray and get someone to call me. Nope he made time for me, looked at my teeth, tapped them , used cold water on them and looked at the x-ray for a long time. He said he didn't see any signs of infection but if the tooth was hurting me that bad it should come out. Unfortunately he said he wasn't able to do it and I needed to be referred to an oral surgeon. There is one that comes in but he wouldn't take my payment method ? It was nice of my dentist to find one that did , just was upset it was going to be in an entirely new building. He also said if the pain didn't subside in a couple days he would give me antibiotics.
So the next day I had a consultation with an oral surgeon in another city since everything was booked up until February here. The drive there I was ok except for some pain. The waiting room I cried in multiple times, I was on the edge of panic and was in the bathroom more than once to try and calm down. That wasn't even the worst part sadly. Once my mom and I were taken into a room by a nurse, I started to cry again! I sat down at the desk and she said we were going to just talk then I saw the machine beside me and started freaking out pointing at it...a blood pressure machine. She put the cuff on me and started pumping, I hated the feeling so I had a full blown panic attack! It was like someone latched on and wouldn't let go. After it was off me , I started crying again and started sweating profusely and said I needed to lay down. "The nurse was like what do you mean lay down?" I started thinking about leaving the chair at the desk and just lying on the floor. As I was getting up someone suggested I sit in the dental treatment chair cause it was half back so I did that and needed a cold paper towel on my head and to drink water. Terrible terrible experience for me but now you will see why I'm so scared about this appointment. After this the oral surgeon came in and talked to me, looked in my mouth and then somehow I was able to have my heart and lungs checked with the stethoscope. He set up an appointment with me, said I should have general anesthesia and told me to meet with the anesthesiologist back in my city.
The following day I met with the anesthesiologist who was very nice and calming to talk to despite all these scary sights around the room. He talked to me and my parents for a long time and was explaining to me that the needle is so small and I will be out in 3 seconds. I felt ok leaving but then saw the various operating and recovery rooms and started crying on the way out. I could have had the surgery the next day but I said no. So I was booked in for January 25.
If you are still reading then you deserve an award! I'm almost done though.
The following day I was in worse pain, I had swollen lymph nodes under my jaw and couldn't open my mouth all the way. I called my dentist and he prescribed me antibiotics for 7 days. I'm currently on those and Advil/Motrin. I got a cancellation call and now my appointment for extraction is the 16th! As you can probably guess I'm terrified. I have had my wisdom teeth out and 4 others in my life. It just never seems to get any easier and now I'm worried and anxious about so many things I can't sleep! Not to mention i can't eat much cause my jaw just won't open for more than a spoon or straw ?
I just don't know what to do, it's just one thing after another ?