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Poppy36
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Hi. Where to start...about 5 years back I was seeing an nhs dentist, who said I had gum disease, and some bone loss (sounds silly but at the time I didn't really understand what that meant) so I was going for lots of cleaning and scaling. then the dentist changed and the new one just terrified me. I went a couple more times then it just got too much and I couldn't go back. some of my front teeth have drifted and now just look so unsightly...its been in the back of my mind for some time to find a new dentist but then a few weeks ago I got an infection so I saw an emergency dentist while waiting to see my new dentist (I've gone private now). The emergency dentist basically berated me, told me all I'd done wrong, and all the things I couldn't have done, and why it was not possible. I left there feeling just devastated. Of course I googled bone loss and periodontal disease...the facts hit me like a ton of bricks I didn't realise.
So I spent the next two weeks driving myself mad over my teeth...constantly thinking about them, how could this have happened, how could I have let this happen? ~Feeling ashamed and embarrassed and comparing myself negatively to every person I saw. It's put me on anti-depressants it got that bad. I couldn't sleep, eat, just worrying constantly.
So roll forward a couple of weeks and I've seen my new dentist - gosh I wish I'd gone there years earlier, he is wonderful and put me totally at ease. He said I may have to lose a couple of back teeth (one a wisdom tooth) and that I'd have to have cleaning and scaling then see how things firm up. I told him the things the other dentist had said, but he was very reassuring and said no, no there is always something can be done to sort things out. I've had x-rays taken and go back to 'see what we are going to do' on the 26th May.
In the meantime I'm just still wondering what will happen, will I ever get my pretty smile back? I'm just so worried.
So I spent the next two weeks driving myself mad over my teeth...constantly thinking about them, how could this have happened, how could I have let this happen? ~Feeling ashamed and embarrassed and comparing myself negatively to every person I saw. It's put me on anti-depressants it got that bad. I couldn't sleep, eat, just worrying constantly.
So roll forward a couple of weeks and I've seen my new dentist - gosh I wish I'd gone there years earlier, he is wonderful and put me totally at ease. He said I may have to lose a couple of back teeth (one a wisdom tooth) and that I'd have to have cleaning and scaling then see how things firm up. I told him the things the other dentist had said, but he was very reassuring and said no, no there is always something can be done to sort things out. I've had x-rays taken and go back to 'see what we are going to do' on the 26th May.
In the meantime I'm just still wondering what will happen, will I ever get my pretty smile back? I'm just so worried.