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Tink
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Hello folks, I'm really good (I hope!) at being all clear and calm and reassuring about other people's stuff but when it comes to myself I'm a shambles!
Anyway, I have an appointment tomorrow, at which probably nothing scary will happen at all but I've got myself tied in a great big knot and am considering postponing it. The situation is all a bit messy and complicated (sorry, vague I know) but with the help of a couple of fantastic dentists I'm in the process of sorting everything out and actually treating my phobia, but I keep lurching between everything being clear and feeling like I'm making good progress and I know what I'm doing, and feeling like it's all a disaster
I really wanted to turn up tomorrow having made lots of progress and knowing what I was doing, I keep trying too hard to impress the dentist because I'm afraid of screwing it up and annoying him. Which is silly because he's very patient and doesn't get annoyed at all, but I worry anyway because he's the one with the drill and I'll always worry...
Urgh. It's all a bit of a mess. I need to get my head together.
Sorry about the vagueness. Somebody just send me some 'sensible' vibes!
Anyway, I have an appointment tomorrow, at which probably nothing scary will happen at all but I've got myself tied in a great big knot and am considering postponing it. The situation is all a bit messy and complicated (sorry, vague I know) but with the help of a couple of fantastic dentists I'm in the process of sorting everything out and actually treating my phobia, but I keep lurching between everything being clear and feeling like I'm making good progress and I know what I'm doing, and feeling like it's all a disaster
I really wanted to turn up tomorrow having made lots of progress and knowing what I was doing, I keep trying too hard to impress the dentist because I'm afraid of screwing it up and annoying him. Which is silly because he's very patient and doesn't get annoyed at all, but I worry anyway because he's the one with the drill and I'll always worry...
Urgh. It's all a bit of a mess. I need to get my head together.
Sorry about the vagueness. Somebody just send me some 'sensible' vibes!