Lunatic
Junior member
- Joined
- May 6, 2021
- Messages
- 1
- Location
- Texas
I’ll start by saying my phobia/ptsd came from childhood when I was strapped to a dental chair and was forced to go through multiple painful procedures as a young kid. After my mom stopped going with me I neglected that completely(6 years) .
Fast forward to the month before Covid and lockdowns when I finally build up the courage to go and part of that was obviously because I was getting pain again (the type to cause horrible migraines). The appointment wasn’t the best because even after I explained myself which was very humiliating I felt like he still didn’t understand or knew how to comfort me. I bawled my eyes out and sweat profusely through my clothes gripping the handles of the chair. The whole nine yards... but still I scheduled the next appointment cause I knew I had to have it done. Well a week before I was scheduled lockdowns began and my appointment was canceled. That lead to more procrastination and now I’m here a year later starting from square one again. Im having such a hard time even scheduling I just wished I had someone to walk me through it and hold my hand. When I explained it to my SO He said “well you know they’re not going to strap you in the chair right” well no $h!t Sherlock but he just didn’t understand either.
Fast forward to the month before Covid and lockdowns when I finally build up the courage to go and part of that was obviously because I was getting pain again (the type to cause horrible migraines). The appointment wasn’t the best because even after I explained myself which was very humiliating I felt like he still didn’t understand or knew how to comfort me. I bawled my eyes out and sweat profusely through my clothes gripping the handles of the chair. The whole nine yards... but still I scheduled the next appointment cause I knew I had to have it done. Well a week before I was scheduled lockdowns began and my appointment was canceled. That lead to more procrastination and now I’m here a year later starting from square one again. Im having such a hard time even scheduling I just wished I had someone to walk me through it and hold my hand. When I explained it to my SO He said “well you know they’re not going to strap you in the chair right” well no $h!t Sherlock but he just didn’t understand either.