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ilostmysoul
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Hello everyone,
I'm 18 and about 3 months ago I was feeling some pain in a tooth of mine and decided to go to my dentist to check it out. After some drilling she told me it was an infection and she had to do a root canal treatment, and because I was already numb (and it usually take a bit of Novocaine to make me numb) she wanted to do the part one of the treatment on that day. But as soon as I heard the word "nerve" all that numbness went away in a blink and I was feeling everything again, even the slightest thing. She covered the tooth up in some temporary paste and sent me home for a month on antibiotics, but then college started so we had to postpone it again, for today. In the meantime I talked to friends, I googled, and I ended up in this forum where I got some golden information about the procedure.
And here I go today, a bit nervous but telling myself that it was gonna be like always, just a bit longer. I sit down on the chair, she starts to numb my gum, and then I lost it. Literally all the control over my mind and breath in a way I didn't even know it was possible. All that information and tips I kept repeating to myself, all gone and replaced by past experiences and friend's stories. The dentist told me to calm down and take a few deep breaths, and I really really tried to, but I would just cough or run out of breath midway through.
Needless to say that the gum didn't even get numb. Do you know that part where you just feel a very little pinch that almost nobody complains about? Well I didn't feel a little pinch; it was much bigger and real this time. She told me I was way too nervous for this to work, that I would start panicking badly if she moved on, and sent me home for another month. The thing is, I'm not sure if in a month I can handle it, because most likely I see it as a repetition of today.
And as a side effect you feel really really terrible because you know they had to refuse any other appointments for today's afternoon (even tho they managed to call a few of them back) so that I could sit there for 5 minutes and go home again. Self-esteem suffers a lot too, especially when my mom keeps telling me that I'm way too old for having this kind of fears and way too young for having this kind of reaction.
So anyways I know I'm not at all an active member of this forum (I truly hate dentists you have no idea of how much I would trade if that would avoid going for a single appointment, so I don't have much experience in this area) but here I stand yet again asking for help, if not for me then for my dentist and all the other poor patients who had to miss their appointment today :S
Thanks in advance
I'm 18 and about 3 months ago I was feeling some pain in a tooth of mine and decided to go to my dentist to check it out. After some drilling she told me it was an infection and she had to do a root canal treatment, and because I was already numb (and it usually take a bit of Novocaine to make me numb) she wanted to do the part one of the treatment on that day. But as soon as I heard the word "nerve" all that numbness went away in a blink and I was feeling everything again, even the slightest thing. She covered the tooth up in some temporary paste and sent me home for a month on antibiotics, but then college started so we had to postpone it again, for today. In the meantime I talked to friends, I googled, and I ended up in this forum where I got some golden information about the procedure.
And here I go today, a bit nervous but telling myself that it was gonna be like always, just a bit longer. I sit down on the chair, she starts to numb my gum, and then I lost it. Literally all the control over my mind and breath in a way I didn't even know it was possible. All that information and tips I kept repeating to myself, all gone and replaced by past experiences and friend's stories. The dentist told me to calm down and take a few deep breaths, and I really really tried to, but I would just cough or run out of breath midway through.
Needless to say that the gum didn't even get numb. Do you know that part where you just feel a very little pinch that almost nobody complains about? Well I didn't feel a little pinch; it was much bigger and real this time. She told me I was way too nervous for this to work, that I would start panicking badly if she moved on, and sent me home for another month. The thing is, I'm not sure if in a month I can handle it, because most likely I see it as a repetition of today.
And as a side effect you feel really really terrible because you know they had to refuse any other appointments for today's afternoon (even tho they managed to call a few of them back) so that I could sit there for 5 minutes and go home again. Self-esteem suffers a lot too, especially when my mom keeps telling me that I'm way too old for having this kind of fears and way too young for having this kind of reaction.
So anyways I know I'm not at all an active member of this forum (I truly hate dentists you have no idea of how much I would trade if that would avoid going for a single appointment, so I don't have much experience in this area) but here I stand yet again asking for help, if not for me then for my dentist and all the other poor patients who had to miss their appointment today :S
Thanks in advance