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Dawn65
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K so I know I've said all this before, but it's just not getting any better...two months on from them giving me plates and I STILL can't tolerate them in my mouth at all. I keep trying. I can get them in my mouth now, although the very sight of them makes me queasy. But within seconds I have an uncontrollable urge to vomit and have to get them out super quick.. And trying just now, I have actually thrown up because I couldn't get them out quick enough.
Meanwhile, the gaps are feeling worse very day. It's like having a mouth full of marbles you're afraid you'll choke on 24/7, while my face is shrinking into nothing. The gaps themselves are starting to make me want to vomit. I'm stiffening an urge to chuck up half a dozen times a day.
I haven't smiled in over four months. I dare not. I haven't kissed my husband. Sex is out of the question. I can eat more now, but every mouthful stresses me out. It's playing havock with my already dodgy digestive system. My IBS and acid reflux have gone off the ritcher sale. I can talk now, but every word is painful psychologically, so many words don't come out right... people don't understand me when I speak half the time. And I used to be a linguist and a trainer. My professional world is built on oral communication.
How long is this supposed to go on? Just can't cope any more. I want teeth back!!!! I have no life worth living since they took my teeth. I just want to go to sleep and NEVER wake up. I wish I'd died in that theatre. I should never have woken up to this. It's not worth it. They put me in the bin when they took my teeth. Everything that made me, me is gone and I'm so tired of living in the empty shell they left me with. I make myself feel sick just being now. This is just NEVER going to be better.
Meanwhile, the gaps are feeling worse very day. It's like having a mouth full of marbles you're afraid you'll choke on 24/7, while my face is shrinking into nothing. The gaps themselves are starting to make me want to vomit. I'm stiffening an urge to chuck up half a dozen times a day.
I haven't smiled in over four months. I dare not. I haven't kissed my husband. Sex is out of the question. I can eat more now, but every mouthful stresses me out. It's playing havock with my already dodgy digestive system. My IBS and acid reflux have gone off the ritcher sale. I can talk now, but every word is painful psychologically, so many words don't come out right... people don't understand me when I speak half the time. And I used to be a linguist and a trainer. My professional world is built on oral communication.
How long is this supposed to go on? Just can't cope any more. I want teeth back!!!! I have no life worth living since they took my teeth. I just want to go to sleep and NEVER wake up. I wish I'd died in that theatre. I should never have woken up to this. It's not worth it. They put me in the bin when they took my teeth. Everything that made me, me is gone and I'm so tired of living in the empty shell they left me with. I make myself feel sick just being now. This is just NEVER going to be better.
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