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PurpleOrchid
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- Nov 5, 2007
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First of all, I am very grateful to have found this site today. For the past, hmmm, 15 years or so I have been living with this very private and internal fear of the DENTIST! I am so amazed to read that I'm not the only one. I really don't know where to begin (my hands are actually shaking as I type) the only person I have ever shared this with is my Mom and that was only about 2 months ago.. I think people will think I'm I'm just being silly and will laugh at me ...(boy it's hard to breath) I have not been to the dentist for about 20 years (yes, I know, that's awful) I can't help it, just the thought has me shaking, sweating, breathing fast, light-headed, sometimes actually sick...you name it! I dont know what to do, that's the problem...it's gone beyond everything, it's the humiliation and the not knowing, but fearing the worst. I know there is tons of work to be done, but I just can't be going back for work. If I ever find the strength to go to the dentist, I just want everything done as fast as possible. This fear hinders everything I do...I dont want to smile, I am very cautious when talking to people, I'm afraid to eat many foods ( and am loosing weight) I cry myself to sleep at night...it's also starting to affect my relationship with my husband because I'm afraid to get close and the stress just always has my mind consumed. I just want to say thank-you!