- Mar 9, 2012
Hi there! Here I am again. I don't understand why I am still struggling. I need treatment bad. Teeth extracted. Don't know which way to go about replacing them. Moved. No dentist yet. Horrible experiance with the last one anyway. I keep thinking its me. Maybe I don't deserve help. Maybe I just can't be helped. I had a tooth break because the wisdom tooth came in at an awkward angle. along with 3 others that can not be saved. The dentist. I was 38 weeks pregnant. She yelled at me because I Said I just cant go so close to my due date. I really need to be sedated. She called me a wuss. That was a little over a year ago. Now last night i had a new tooth break while flossing. Seriously just flossing. that wisdom tooth is cutting a gash into my cheek. And I still can't even call. I am frozen in fear. I have a therapist for my anxiety disorder. and the psychologist in the same office perscribed me xanax. I'm so scared to start this. I have 2 small kids and zero help. My husband will have to take off work. to take me to appointments with the kids out in the car. I'm scared of extracton recovery and taking care of 2 tiny kids at the same time. I am scared of not being able to eat which is rediculous because I can't eat now. And I am terrified I can't afford it even though I hqve dental insurance. Also scared about being 34 years old and needing partial dentures. Why do I think my self worth is any lower for losing teeth this early in life?! That part really upsets me. And if you made it this far in my rambling. Thank you. Truly. I hope no one has as much trouble as me. This is rediculous and I HATE it.