
Yourbigpalal83
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- Dec 10, 2006
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hey guys. its me again, just got back from, god willing, my last fillings. she scared me again, saying both left molars, might need root canal, but the last one dident need it, so what are the chances of these 2 needing them?
truth is, im scared, beyond comprehension. i allready cheated faith out of a root canal once on the other side, i doubt im that lucky with these two. i just dont get it. the other tooth had a rather visable cavity on its side, and it pulled through, these two teeth, just had a few spots on the top.
oh god, i just want everything to be over with, i really do! For 5 months now ive lived with this constant fear of pain in my mouth, and, ive done everything i can do, brushed religiousley, flossed, saw the dentist 4 times allready, i mean, its been a living hell of endless anxitity, fear and depression. I know ive should of taken better care of my teeth before, i regret that so much right now. i really do. i wish and prey to god almost every night for a miracle, that somehow i can reverse time and change all of this! Ive lost alot of weight being paranoid over this, i really have, and its a good thing, but the suffering im going through, esp now without food as a confort, honestly, agggh! im soaked in sweat and tears right now.
Today should be a happy day, today i completed my treatment, i did it, i set out to do these fillings and ive done them, but, now im scared i might be in for a double root canal!
will this ever end? i feel right now, ill never be able to eat and enjoy somthing again, because in the back of my mind, ill always be wondering, (will a filling break, what if this happends, what if they missed this or that) im going nuts over here.
Im sry to sound so winey, i really am. I know im anoying, i just, i hate not being in control, esp of my own body! Plus, if i need the root canal, it will take 6-8 weeks for the insurance to friggen aprove it, so, thats 8 weeks of pain!
guys, any help would be great right now. Because even though its not true, it sure as hell feels like my worse fear is coming true.
truth is, im scared, beyond comprehension. i allready cheated faith out of a root canal once on the other side, i doubt im that lucky with these two. i just dont get it. the other tooth had a rather visable cavity on its side, and it pulled through, these two teeth, just had a few spots on the top.
oh god, i just want everything to be over with, i really do! For 5 months now ive lived with this constant fear of pain in my mouth, and, ive done everything i can do, brushed religiousley, flossed, saw the dentist 4 times allready, i mean, its been a living hell of endless anxitity, fear and depression. I know ive should of taken better care of my teeth before, i regret that so much right now. i really do. i wish and prey to god almost every night for a miracle, that somehow i can reverse time and change all of this! Ive lost alot of weight being paranoid over this, i really have, and its a good thing, but the suffering im going through, esp now without food as a confort, honestly, agggh! im soaked in sweat and tears right now.
Today should be a happy day, today i completed my treatment, i did it, i set out to do these fillings and ive done them, but, now im scared i might be in for a double root canal!
will this ever end? i feel right now, ill never be able to eat and enjoy somthing again, because in the back of my mind, ill always be wondering, (will a filling break, what if this happends, what if they missed this or that) im going nuts over here.
Im sry to sound so winey, i really am. I know im anoying, i just, i hate not being in control, esp of my own body! Plus, if i need the root canal, it will take 6-8 weeks for the insurance to friggen aprove it, so, thats 8 weeks of pain!
guys, any help would be great right now. Because even though its not true, it sure as hell feels like my worse fear is coming true.