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Terrified1
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- Oct 4, 2019
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Hi.
So I’m 37 and I’m off today to the dentist to have impressions done in readiness for dentures. I have to have all my teeth removed and full dentures. I have been waiting nearly 2 years for the surgery to remove as I have kidney disease stage 4 which means I cannot have the teeth removed at normal dentist. I will be put under at hospital etc. I literally feel like I’m having a nervous breakdown about it all. My dentist is very uncaring and has made me feel really panicked by saying that basically I won’t be able to eat or talk until I get the proper dentures, as the temporary ones are so awful. She has said that it will be 6 months before I can have the proper ones. I am panicking that my job requires me to talk to people (home visits, meetings etc) so there is no way I’ll be able to work at least until I start to be able to use the dentures! However, I have been told I can’t be signed off sick by hospital or dentist. So I’m literally panicking that I’m just going to have to leave my work and give up?! I have been feeling suicidal about this, and have suicidal thoughts every day. I haven’t acted upon them as I feel too guilty for my family. However, today I’m worried that the impressions being done may mean my teeth which are loose, may come out .. and I can’t just stop going to work because of this! I then have another 2 weeks until the surgery. I’m literally freaking out and having panic attacks through the day and night about all this. I feel so alone, and feel judged by everyone on the professional teams around me. And feel that this step towards dentures is going to ruin my life beyond repair. I also have to have it done due to avoiding infections when I need transplant for my kidneys which will be in the next year or two. I have high blood pressure which is caused by my kidney disease and I am worried that all this stress is going to be moving me towards death due to kidney failure rapidly. Sorry for rambling..
So I’m 37 and I’m off today to the dentist to have impressions done in readiness for dentures. I have to have all my teeth removed and full dentures. I have been waiting nearly 2 years for the surgery to remove as I have kidney disease stage 4 which means I cannot have the teeth removed at normal dentist. I will be put under at hospital etc. I literally feel like I’m having a nervous breakdown about it all. My dentist is very uncaring and has made me feel really panicked by saying that basically I won’t be able to eat or talk until I get the proper dentures, as the temporary ones are so awful. She has said that it will be 6 months before I can have the proper ones. I am panicking that my job requires me to talk to people (home visits, meetings etc) so there is no way I’ll be able to work at least until I start to be able to use the dentures! However, I have been told I can’t be signed off sick by hospital or dentist. So I’m literally panicking that I’m just going to have to leave my work and give up?! I have been feeling suicidal about this, and have suicidal thoughts every day. I haven’t acted upon them as I feel too guilty for my family. However, today I’m worried that the impressions being done may mean my teeth which are loose, may come out .. and I can’t just stop going to work because of this! I then have another 2 weeks until the surgery. I’m literally freaking out and having panic attacks through the day and night about all this. I feel so alone, and feel judged by everyone on the professional teams around me. And feel that this step towards dentures is going to ruin my life beyond repair. I also have to have it done due to avoiding infections when I need transplant for my kidneys which will be in the next year or two. I have high blood pressure which is caused by my kidney disease and I am worried that all this stress is going to be moving me towards death due to kidney failure rapidly. Sorry for rambling..