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dentalbaby
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A few months back I found this forum and after reading through some of the stories I finally mustered up the courage to make an appointment with a dentist after about 12 years.
I was paralyzed with fear leading up to the appointment, but somehow I went in and got it over with. It didn't go horrible, but it certainly didnt go great either (to be expected after hiding for 12 years lol). No extractions, no root canals, but a ton of cavities, some slight bone loss, and my gums were in pretty rough shape (I think most of my pockets were 4s, 5s, or 6s).
We set up an appointment to go back in a few weeks for a "gross debridement", to be followed by SRP, then fillings etc.
This is where I dropped the ball:
Naturally, I started reading all about these procedures, about how teeth came loose after debridement, how some people STILL cannot get numb (this is what caused me to avoid the dentist in the first place, had a horrifying experience years ago), how sometimes SRP isn't even effective on patients with 5mm pockets, which would in turn would need some sort of horrifying flap surgery. Throw in the potential financial costs of all of this and I found myself completely overwhelmed.
Yes, I know this was 100% the wrong thing to do and I completely psyched myself out, but after reading all of this stuff online and judging by my dentist's reaction I came to the conclusion that it was probably a lost cause for me at this point so I cancelled the appointment and haven't talked to him since. I figured (ridiculously so) that since my teeth and gums seem like they are a lost cause I might as well be happy and super proactive with my home care.
I feel like such a failure. I was so proud that I made the first appointment and then just mortified at the prospect about things being too late for me that I up and cancelled and I cant even bring myself to pick up the phone out of fear. I know I will have to go back at some point but I am so disappointed in myself.
I was paralyzed with fear leading up to the appointment, but somehow I went in and got it over with. It didn't go horrible, but it certainly didnt go great either (to be expected after hiding for 12 years lol). No extractions, no root canals, but a ton of cavities, some slight bone loss, and my gums were in pretty rough shape (I think most of my pockets were 4s, 5s, or 6s).
We set up an appointment to go back in a few weeks for a "gross debridement", to be followed by SRP, then fillings etc.
This is where I dropped the ball:
Naturally, I started reading all about these procedures, about how teeth came loose after debridement, how some people STILL cannot get numb (this is what caused me to avoid the dentist in the first place, had a horrifying experience years ago), how sometimes SRP isn't even effective on patients with 5mm pockets, which would in turn would need some sort of horrifying flap surgery. Throw in the potential financial costs of all of this and I found myself completely overwhelmed.
Yes, I know this was 100% the wrong thing to do and I completely psyched myself out, but after reading all of this stuff online and judging by my dentist's reaction I came to the conclusion that it was probably a lost cause for me at this point so I cancelled the appointment and haven't talked to him since. I figured (ridiculously so) that since my teeth and gums seem like they are a lost cause I might as well be happy and super proactive with my home care.
I feel like such a failure. I was so proud that I made the first appointment and then just mortified at the prospect about things being too late for me that I up and cancelled and I cant even bring myself to pick up the phone out of fear. I know I will have to go back at some point but I am so disappointed in myself.