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thisisme
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Hi guys, I haven’t been active on here in 7 years. Yeah, 7 years. Here is my first thread. And, no, I haven’t been to the dentist since I posted. Somewhere along the line, I was able to start ignoring it. I found some temporary filling and used that in my lost filling tooth. All was well. I enjoyed life for the most part, but it still always lingered in the back of my head... I was ultimately post-posting the inevitable. But, eh, it’s fine.
But then, one day (about 2-3 months ago), the tooth cracked. Who would have thought? Okay, yeah, it’s common sense. Fortunately, I didn’t have any pain, but I thought about it EVERY DAY. And so today, I made an appointment to just get that fixed... AND I scheduled a future cleaning and exam.
But guys, I’m crapping in my pants. Somehow after 7 years of not being able to pick up the phone and make an appointment, I did. I’m embarassed by my teeth. I have never had braces (though I would like them if I could ever get my mouth healthy), and I have several other teeth that are sensitive to cold or sweets, so I definitely have cavities. I do hope that’s the extent of it, but I’ve avoided it for so long, so who knows.
I’m not going to my parent’s place, as I mentioned in my first thread. The older I got, the more I want this to be a private thing for me. I did a lot of research and found some place that seemed perfect. So many reviews, great receptionist, beautiful waiting area... this is not where I came from years ago.
A lot has happened in my life in the past two years... I got very sick and had to face my other fear... seeing doctors and getting bloodwork. After thinking I was going to die for months and stumping doctors, I came out alive on the other end. And just when I think that maybe I can be brave with the dentist to, my best friend gets cancer. Watching her go through treatment has really made me feel childish.
My plan is to bring my weighted blanket and headphones/music, so hopefully that is okay.
The appointment is Thursday at 11 a.m., and the other one to figure out everything that’s wrong is at the end of this month. Please help me.
But then, one day (about 2-3 months ago), the tooth cracked. Who would have thought? Okay, yeah, it’s common sense. Fortunately, I didn’t have any pain, but I thought about it EVERY DAY. And so today, I made an appointment to just get that fixed... AND I scheduled a future cleaning and exam.
But guys, I’m crapping in my pants. Somehow after 7 years of not being able to pick up the phone and make an appointment, I did. I’m embarassed by my teeth. I have never had braces (though I would like them if I could ever get my mouth healthy), and I have several other teeth that are sensitive to cold or sweets, so I definitely have cavities. I do hope that’s the extent of it, but I’ve avoided it for so long, so who knows.
I’m not going to my parent’s place, as I mentioned in my first thread. The older I got, the more I want this to be a private thing for me. I did a lot of research and found some place that seemed perfect. So many reviews, great receptionist, beautiful waiting area... this is not where I came from years ago.
A lot has happened in my life in the past two years... I got very sick and had to face my other fear... seeing doctors and getting bloodwork. After thinking I was going to die for months and stumping doctors, I came out alive on the other end. And just when I think that maybe I can be brave with the dentist to, my best friend gets cancer. Watching her go through treatment has really made me feel childish.
My plan is to bring my weighted blanket and headphones/music, so hopefully that is okay.
The appointment is Thursday at 11 a.m., and the other one to figure out everything that’s wrong is at the end of this month. Please help me.