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gamergirl123
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is it common to relapse into dental phobia even after making so much progress or is it just me?
Or could it just be an "I;m overwhelmed" scenario? From march though june, I had to endure a lot. The initial visit, deep cleaning, multiple extractions over 2 trips, and a couple fillings. Since the second extraction round, I've had to go in on 4 occasions for the lower partials(2 adjustments, one trial fitting of the new lower that had to be made, and then getting the new lower), and 2 upper adjustments plus a relining trip/getting a filling checked out.
Within the past month, I began dreading the thoughts of MAYBE going to the check up in December and the thoughts of MAYBE having to go in for an upper adjustment and getting the filling checked again and I was debating about skippin the whole ordeal. I couldn't figure out what I was feeling recently until it hit me last night. I was just automatically doing various dental searches including dental phobia. Its only then that I realized that the searches are the same ones i was doing b4 all this started and were consistent with severe dental phobia.
Problem is that I have no choice but to go in now. You see, as long as i wore the partials at least once a week, i avoided problems and thus a visit. But the problem is that i somehow sustained an injury to my left arm consisting of my elbow and at least 1 area mid arm that left me unable to attempt to put in my partials until today since I couldn't bend my arm w/o pain. When I went to put them in, the left part of the upper partial is refusing to stay put worse then b4 and it feels like i'm chewing on the left wire worse then in the past. I can't even put my lower in with the upper since things refused to sit right. I am currently sitting here feeling sick to my stomach dreading the visit and wishing I had never started this journey.
Quick note: For those of you not familiar with partials or haven't read my journal that I have going, my uppers are made up of a section of fake teeth with a wire on each side that hooks onto a real tooth and part of my problems stem from most of my upper teeth being smaller then an average persons.
On top of that, to add insult to injury, I was hoping to line up an order with a guy who sells lego online and do an in person pick up this weekend to save on shipping costs(we are going to be in the area anyway) but i'm not sure if i'll want to do that now and might have to hold off. The only time I've met up with him was at his booth at the flea market when I had my partials in. This is one of those extremely rare cases that i'm actually worried about having my partials in when leaving the house. And yes I tend to go commando outside the house especially if there's a chance we might be grabbing something to eat. don't know about the other partial wearers here but I can't really eat with mine in.
EDIT: UGH! make that having to go in for upper adjustment, filling check, AND lower adjustment. part of the fake tooth in front is ramming into one of my real teeth.
Or could it just be an "I;m overwhelmed" scenario? From march though june, I had to endure a lot. The initial visit, deep cleaning, multiple extractions over 2 trips, and a couple fillings. Since the second extraction round, I've had to go in on 4 occasions for the lower partials(2 adjustments, one trial fitting of the new lower that had to be made, and then getting the new lower), and 2 upper adjustments plus a relining trip/getting a filling checked out.
Within the past month, I began dreading the thoughts of MAYBE going to the check up in December and the thoughts of MAYBE having to go in for an upper adjustment and getting the filling checked again and I was debating about skippin the whole ordeal. I couldn't figure out what I was feeling recently until it hit me last night. I was just automatically doing various dental searches including dental phobia. Its only then that I realized that the searches are the same ones i was doing b4 all this started and were consistent with severe dental phobia.
Problem is that I have no choice but to go in now. You see, as long as i wore the partials at least once a week, i avoided problems and thus a visit. But the problem is that i somehow sustained an injury to my left arm consisting of my elbow and at least 1 area mid arm that left me unable to attempt to put in my partials until today since I couldn't bend my arm w/o pain. When I went to put them in, the left part of the upper partial is refusing to stay put worse then b4 and it feels like i'm chewing on the left wire worse then in the past. I can't even put my lower in with the upper since things refused to sit right. I am currently sitting here feeling sick to my stomach dreading the visit and wishing I had never started this journey.
Quick note: For those of you not familiar with partials or haven't read my journal that I have going, my uppers are made up of a section of fake teeth with a wire on each side that hooks onto a real tooth and part of my problems stem from most of my upper teeth being smaller then an average persons.
On top of that, to add insult to injury, I was hoping to line up an order with a guy who sells lego online and do an in person pick up this weekend to save on shipping costs(we are going to be in the area anyway) but i'm not sure if i'll want to do that now and might have to hold off. The only time I've met up with him was at his booth at the flea market when I had my partials in. This is one of those extremely rare cases that i'm actually worried about having my partials in when leaving the house. And yes I tend to go commando outside the house especially if there's a chance we might be grabbing something to eat. don't know about the other partial wearers here but I can't really eat with mine in.
EDIT: UGH! make that having to go in for upper adjustment, filling check, AND lower adjustment. part of the fake tooth in front is ramming into one of my real teeth.
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