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CuriousGeorgie
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Hi everyone! I hope this is in the right place! I'm feeling very frustrated and upset so this is going to be a real rant n' ramble - I apologise in advance for length but there are questions in here somewhere!
I'm 22 and have severe dental and needle phobias after a traumatic experience at a dental hospital when I was little. I last went to the dentist when I was still small enough that my dad could pick me up and carry me in whether I liked it or not! I attempted to visit a dentist recommended to me in April 2014, having had two very obvious holes and increasing sensitivity in an upper molar on each side for some time. He was far from reassuring and I was not happy with the sedation options he was offering, so I saw a different dentist who was much better but had very different ideas to the first dentist about what treatment I needed! I didn't know who to believe so promptly lost confidence in the whole process and gave up. I've now been in virtually constant pain since Christmas due to what turns out to be two severe abscesses in those two upper molars. Luckily my mum found a local private dentist who specialises in nervous patients and sedation and persuaded me to go. He was absolutely amazing and for the first time I left a dental surgery crying out of relief rather than fear! I need two root canals and two fillings (shameful at 22, I know! ) but he was very understanding of my phobias and we decided on a course of action - NO2 and a pre-med first to calm me enough for the IV insertion and then conscious sedation with midazolam. He even made the appointment for a day when he doesn't usually work so I could have whole day if I needed it, I really thought this was my salvation!
I psyched myself up for the appointment this morning, my determination to not be in pain winning out over my sheer terror and I got there! I did get in a bit of a panic in the waiting room so he rushed me in to get the NO2 going and it had absolutely no effect whatsoever. I expected that it wouldn't work brilliantly as I was so anxious, but I have had it successfully before and expected at least a little bit of an effect. All the while I could see and hear him preparing the IV/cannula and got in a complete panic until my heart rate was up to something ridiculous. He asked if he could try and put it in and I still had some of that determination left so I said yes (also should point out that my parents are paying a fortune for this which is definitely influencing my decision making). He didn't use any numbing cream which I am a bit cross about, but I guess he believed the NO2 would work. It took FIVE attempts to get the cannula in - I am very difficult to find a vein in anyway and when he did get one in I was so anxious that my veins were constricting and pushing it out, and squirting blood everywhere including all down my dentist's trousers - each attempt failed and each time he asked to try again I just got more and more panicked, I started hyperventilating and my mum who was with me was increasingly having to hold me down rather than 'hold me'. I cannot stress enough how much this was my absolute worst nightmare come true but all I could think was if I could just get the IV in, the amnesic effect of the midazolam would make me forget about all about it. (I realise this account won't help anyone on here with a needle phobia, I really do apologise!)
Finally it was in, he put the numbing pouches in my mouth and started the first dose of midazolam which had no effect. He topped it up again after a few minutes and asked if I was feeling light-headed or finding it hard to focus on what was around me, I told him the PAT electrical test on his dental lamp was out of date, so no. He topped it up again and at this point I started asking in earnest if he'd put it in. I genuinely believed I hadn't been given anything. With each hit apparently my heart rate would drop for about 15 seconds before shooting back up again, during one of these drops he administered the local anesthetic, I was numb from the pouches so didn't feel it but I was completely aware of what was going on with my heart still pounding through my chest thinking 'oh my god he's doing injections in my mouth! I don't think this is what sedation is supposed to be like!' By this point he said he'd given me as much midazolam as he legally could, that I was not going to be successfully sedated and asked if he could try drilling as I was numbed anyway. I let him so as to try and achieve something out of the experience, he managed to drill out one tooth but was unable to start filing the canals because I was still moving/panicking too much. The other side is a 'hot tooth' which the antibiotics have not helped and it was too painful, he topped up the local anesthetic but this did not help. At this point we both simultaneously said "I can't do this!" and that was that!
I am completely and utterly gutted. I was so ready to have this done and gave it my all. My dentist was very apologetic and sincere that this was not the experience he wanted for me and I don't blame him at all but I am so confused by this whole sedation business! I spent the entire time in a blind panic. At no point did I feel sleepy or calm down at all, my heart rate did not drop and I could not stop moving. I can remember every detail of what happened, including the IV fiasco I was so desperately hoping to forget! There were no sedative, anti-anxyolotic, muscle relaxing or amnesic effects. My dentist suspects I have very fast drug metabolism and as midazolam is short-acting my body was perhaps flushing it out before it had a chance to work, can this be the case? He's referring me to a dental surgery which has a resident anaesthetist who can apparently compensate for this. I have to say since leaving the dentist, I've been feeling really crap - tired, foggy and nauseous - which seems odd as it seemingly didn't work.
Does anyone else, patient or dentist, have any experience of sedation just not working??? I remember being told at one point not to 'fight it', was it me? Apparently large amounts of adrenaline can stop these drugs working but that seems counter-intuitive as anti-anxyolotics have to work on anxious people? I can't find anything online about resistance to midazolam other than in people who have abused benzos which I have not? Will I have the same problem with different drugs if I am metabolising them too fast? And will it still be difficult around the hot tooth even if I am successfully sedated?
If you've got this far thank you so much for reading my ramblings, please feel free to go back to your normal lives now!
Georgie
I'm 22 and have severe dental and needle phobias after a traumatic experience at a dental hospital when I was little. I last went to the dentist when I was still small enough that my dad could pick me up and carry me in whether I liked it or not! I attempted to visit a dentist recommended to me in April 2014, having had two very obvious holes and increasing sensitivity in an upper molar on each side for some time. He was far from reassuring and I was not happy with the sedation options he was offering, so I saw a different dentist who was much better but had very different ideas to the first dentist about what treatment I needed! I didn't know who to believe so promptly lost confidence in the whole process and gave up. I've now been in virtually constant pain since Christmas due to what turns out to be two severe abscesses in those two upper molars. Luckily my mum found a local private dentist who specialises in nervous patients and sedation and persuaded me to go. He was absolutely amazing and for the first time I left a dental surgery crying out of relief rather than fear! I need two root canals and two fillings (shameful at 22, I know! ) but he was very understanding of my phobias and we decided on a course of action - NO2 and a pre-med first to calm me enough for the IV insertion and then conscious sedation with midazolam. He even made the appointment for a day when he doesn't usually work so I could have whole day if I needed it, I really thought this was my salvation!
I psyched myself up for the appointment this morning, my determination to not be in pain winning out over my sheer terror and I got there! I did get in a bit of a panic in the waiting room so he rushed me in to get the NO2 going and it had absolutely no effect whatsoever. I expected that it wouldn't work brilliantly as I was so anxious, but I have had it successfully before and expected at least a little bit of an effect. All the while I could see and hear him preparing the IV/cannula and got in a complete panic until my heart rate was up to something ridiculous. He asked if he could try and put it in and I still had some of that determination left so I said yes (also should point out that my parents are paying a fortune for this which is definitely influencing my decision making). He didn't use any numbing cream which I am a bit cross about, but I guess he believed the NO2 would work. It took FIVE attempts to get the cannula in - I am very difficult to find a vein in anyway and when he did get one in I was so anxious that my veins were constricting and pushing it out, and squirting blood everywhere including all down my dentist's trousers - each attempt failed and each time he asked to try again I just got more and more panicked, I started hyperventilating and my mum who was with me was increasingly having to hold me down rather than 'hold me'. I cannot stress enough how much this was my absolute worst nightmare come true but all I could think was if I could just get the IV in, the amnesic effect of the midazolam would make me forget about all about it. (I realise this account won't help anyone on here with a needle phobia, I really do apologise!)
Finally it was in, he put the numbing pouches in my mouth and started the first dose of midazolam which had no effect. He topped it up again after a few minutes and asked if I was feeling light-headed or finding it hard to focus on what was around me, I told him the PAT electrical test on his dental lamp was out of date, so no. He topped it up again and at this point I started asking in earnest if he'd put it in. I genuinely believed I hadn't been given anything. With each hit apparently my heart rate would drop for about 15 seconds before shooting back up again, during one of these drops he administered the local anesthetic, I was numb from the pouches so didn't feel it but I was completely aware of what was going on with my heart still pounding through my chest thinking 'oh my god he's doing injections in my mouth! I don't think this is what sedation is supposed to be like!' By this point he said he'd given me as much midazolam as he legally could, that I was not going to be successfully sedated and asked if he could try drilling as I was numbed anyway. I let him so as to try and achieve something out of the experience, he managed to drill out one tooth but was unable to start filing the canals because I was still moving/panicking too much. The other side is a 'hot tooth' which the antibiotics have not helped and it was too painful, he topped up the local anesthetic but this did not help. At this point we both simultaneously said "I can't do this!" and that was that!
I am completely and utterly gutted. I was so ready to have this done and gave it my all. My dentist was very apologetic and sincere that this was not the experience he wanted for me and I don't blame him at all but I am so confused by this whole sedation business! I spent the entire time in a blind panic. At no point did I feel sleepy or calm down at all, my heart rate did not drop and I could not stop moving. I can remember every detail of what happened, including the IV fiasco I was so desperately hoping to forget! There were no sedative, anti-anxyolotic, muscle relaxing or amnesic effects. My dentist suspects I have very fast drug metabolism and as midazolam is short-acting my body was perhaps flushing it out before it had a chance to work, can this be the case? He's referring me to a dental surgery which has a resident anaesthetist who can apparently compensate for this. I have to say since leaving the dentist, I've been feeling really crap - tired, foggy and nauseous - which seems odd as it seemingly didn't work.
Does anyone else, patient or dentist, have any experience of sedation just not working??? I remember being told at one point not to 'fight it', was it me? Apparently large amounts of adrenaline can stop these drugs working but that seems counter-intuitive as anti-anxyolotics have to work on anxious people? I can't find anything online about resistance to midazolam other than in people who have abused benzos which I have not? Will I have the same problem with different drugs if I am metabolising them too fast? And will it still be difficult around the hot tooth even if I am successfully sedated?
If you've got this far thank you so much for reading my ramblings, please feel free to go back to your normal lives now!
Georgie
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