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Plain Jane
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I have horrible anxiety and feel like I'm being raped every time I have to go to the dentist. I usually just don't go...
But now my 5 year old needs to have a cavity filled. I took him in for the cleaning and they found a cavity on his first visit just 3 weeks ago. We are due to go in this Monday for the filling...
I try not to let him know how terrified I am. I don't want him to suffer my fears too. But how can I take him there when inside I feel so sick... I feel like I'm hand delivering him to be abused and raped himself. They have already said they won't be using anything to numb him. They don't do needles on little kids because they say it just makes it worse. I'm so afraid for him. The horrible pain... Everything inside of me tells me I'm being a horrible mother by taking him to be raped and victimized... but my mind knows that's NOT what's happening, and that he needs to get the filling... But my heart is screaming at me making me so sick inside I want to crawl in the corner and sob for hours.
What do I do!?! Please please help me!
But now my 5 year old needs to have a cavity filled. I took him in for the cleaning and they found a cavity on his first visit just 3 weeks ago. We are due to go in this Monday for the filling...
I try not to let him know how terrified I am. I don't want him to suffer my fears too. But how can I take him there when inside I feel so sick... I feel like I'm hand delivering him to be abused and raped himself. They have already said they won't be using anything to numb him. They don't do needles on little kids because they say it just makes it worse. I'm so afraid for him. The horrible pain... Everything inside of me tells me I'm being a horrible mother by taking him to be raped and victimized... but my mind knows that's NOT what's happening, and that he needs to get the filling... But my heart is screaming at me making me so sick inside I want to crawl in the corner and sob for hours.
What do I do!?! Please please help me!