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Part one.. and moderators I wasn't sure if this should be a journal or a success story but really it is success so.. please move it if you feel I placed this wrong.. also Trigger alert, descriptions of some procedures in some parts / not too descriptive but putting it out there just in case.
I was just thinking.... today ..July 8 is the one year anniversary of the start of my healing journey in a new way.. my dental journey and life experiences started many years ago with ups and downs.. but as of last year.. I was in a different place to receive and process a different kind of healing and experience and just led to the right people at the right time, in a time of crisis to help kick off my healing.. and so I start my journal with hopes to encourage others... as others have encouraged me by their stories.. ! It really helps to know we are not alone or isolated in these experiences.
To start with the precrisis.. well... long story short.. I have bottom almost full partial dentures. (only 5 crowns on bottom left) and all crowns and empty spots on top.. well. In May I ended up with a painful absess on a tooth I was supposed to have retreat root canal but had chickened out 3x almost 2 years before and it came back with a vengance.. I had no option than to go into dentist.. as it was infected and flaring of pain.. I had texted my dentist at the time to see if he could get me antibiotics until I could get in and get seen so I had been on them for a day or two before my appt. Well.. I was a little leary of going in because the dentist I was seeing had really been pushing implants alot and I'm a single mom with limited funds so I was afraid of that and didn't know if he would tell me the truth but I knew no other place and didn't have funds for immediate retreatment and would that even work at this point.. so I went to my then dentist and he told me Yes.. you need to get that tooth pulled, there is not an option to save it any longer.. but you can get an implant on the one next to it so you can have more chewing power and not a bigger empty space.. well so I remember I just cried and didn't know what to do..
I remember him just staring at the xray and then saying.. Go to the other room right now.. don't even think about it.. you will not do it if you think about it too much (he knew me).. and I was such in shock .. and he said he would work with me financially.. so I headed into the other room, and they took a very quick xray, and explained it seemed like nothing about the implant or procedure or much of what would happen.. just sit down and do it instructions.. "this is easy and quick"... no instructions much.. or information..and I was still processing my loss of tooth.. so he quickly gave me anesthetic, drilled the implant up my gums.. (I advise anyone awake,, don't keep your eyes open for this.. I can still picture it.. ).. it was an odd feeling though it didn't hurt. but the extraction.. ugh.. was awful.I wasn't fully numb in that area and felt him as he pulled that last part out and raised my hands to stop and he said. no I have to just keep going... The pain was a bit shocking and wish he had given me more anesthetic but I excused it as though well maybe he just couldn't stop at that point.. none of his work was painful up till then .. but he had gotten rushed the last year or so obviously so. well he gave me some gauze and sent me off with a pain prescription.. which.. he wrote wrong three times.. I had to go back and forth from dental office to pharmacy to get it revised until the pharmacy finally called him the 4th trip and agreed to change it on their end.. all while in pain and I bought a liquid bottle of ibuprophen mean time while making all these trips back and forth downing a bit of that before the other pain meds. The anesthetic was starting to wear off and I was feeling it.. It wasn't a good trip..a bit surreal..
I wasn't in pain for more than a few days and it seemed to all radiate around the extraction site and sensitivity there and not so much the implant area.. but I got them both done at the same time right next to each other.. so hard to tell. I did end up having shards of bone left from extraction site that were sticking out and creating no fun for my tongue brushing against them and very annoying! It was bugging me so much I walked into an emergency place to see if they could remove the pieces of left over bone , I didn't really know about shards and the whole thing. but it just seemed scary at the time.. but I just peeped my head in the clinic. looked around and left. and said. oh I'll be fine..
It was a bit hard to get used to having one more tooth gone on my upper right.. I already had a few missing then just another pulled.. harder to eat.. ugh. and opened my mouth less, a little more self conscious too.. and so unsure of this new implant journey as not much was discussed I started googling like crazy and youtubing... what your dentist won't tell you.. youtube loves to fill in the details.. some good some not so good.. don't advise google and youtube.... although it seems well meaning.. it can scare you pretty good and give a lot of misleading ideas and information that doesnt' apply to your case and get you anxious about something not near related to your case. .... onto part 2... The initial crisis..
I was just thinking.... today ..July 8 is the one year anniversary of the start of my healing journey in a new way.. my dental journey and life experiences started many years ago with ups and downs.. but as of last year.. I was in a different place to receive and process a different kind of healing and experience and just led to the right people at the right time, in a time of crisis to help kick off my healing.. and so I start my journal with hopes to encourage others... as others have encouraged me by their stories.. ! It really helps to know we are not alone or isolated in these experiences.
To start with the precrisis.. well... long story short.. I have bottom almost full partial dentures. (only 5 crowns on bottom left) and all crowns and empty spots on top.. well. In May I ended up with a painful absess on a tooth I was supposed to have retreat root canal but had chickened out 3x almost 2 years before and it came back with a vengance.. I had no option than to go into dentist.. as it was infected and flaring of pain.. I had texted my dentist at the time to see if he could get me antibiotics until I could get in and get seen so I had been on them for a day or two before my appt. Well.. I was a little leary of going in because the dentist I was seeing had really been pushing implants alot and I'm a single mom with limited funds so I was afraid of that and didn't know if he would tell me the truth but I knew no other place and didn't have funds for immediate retreatment and would that even work at this point.. so I went to my then dentist and he told me Yes.. you need to get that tooth pulled, there is not an option to save it any longer.. but you can get an implant on the one next to it so you can have more chewing power and not a bigger empty space.. well so I remember I just cried and didn't know what to do..
I remember him just staring at the xray and then saying.. Go to the other room right now.. don't even think about it.. you will not do it if you think about it too much (he knew me).. and I was such in shock .. and he said he would work with me financially.. so I headed into the other room, and they took a very quick xray, and explained it seemed like nothing about the implant or procedure or much of what would happen.. just sit down and do it instructions.. "this is easy and quick"... no instructions much.. or information..and I was still processing my loss of tooth.. so he quickly gave me anesthetic, drilled the implant up my gums.. (I advise anyone awake,, don't keep your eyes open for this.. I can still picture it.. ).. it was an odd feeling though it didn't hurt. but the extraction.. ugh.. was awful.I wasn't fully numb in that area and felt him as he pulled that last part out and raised my hands to stop and he said. no I have to just keep going... The pain was a bit shocking and wish he had given me more anesthetic but I excused it as though well maybe he just couldn't stop at that point.. none of his work was painful up till then .. but he had gotten rushed the last year or so obviously so. well he gave me some gauze and sent me off with a pain prescription.. which.. he wrote wrong three times.. I had to go back and forth from dental office to pharmacy to get it revised until the pharmacy finally called him the 4th trip and agreed to change it on their end.. all while in pain and I bought a liquid bottle of ibuprophen mean time while making all these trips back and forth downing a bit of that before the other pain meds. The anesthetic was starting to wear off and I was feeling it.. It wasn't a good trip..a bit surreal..
I wasn't in pain for more than a few days and it seemed to all radiate around the extraction site and sensitivity there and not so much the implant area.. but I got them both done at the same time right next to each other.. so hard to tell. I did end up having shards of bone left from extraction site that were sticking out and creating no fun for my tongue brushing against them and very annoying! It was bugging me so much I walked into an emergency place to see if they could remove the pieces of left over bone , I didn't really know about shards and the whole thing. but it just seemed scary at the time.. but I just peeped my head in the clinic. looked around and left. and said. oh I'll be fine..
It was a bit hard to get used to having one more tooth gone on my upper right.. I already had a few missing then just another pulled.. harder to eat.. ugh. and opened my mouth less, a little more self conscious too.. and so unsure of this new implant journey as not much was discussed I started googling like crazy and youtubing... what your dentist won't tell you.. youtube loves to fill in the details.. some good some not so good.. don't advise google and youtube.... although it seems well meaning.. it can scare you pretty good and give a lot of misleading ideas and information that doesnt' apply to your case and get you anxious about something not near related to your case. .... onto part 2... The initial crisis..