I survived!
My nerves were getting really bad this morning, but I still forced myself to go.
I was shocked at the fact I didn't have to wait long, which is good, as my nerves were starting to go up in the waiting room. I had my check up with the new dentist first, and I knew I was getting myself worried over nothing. They were friendly and making small talk which I like as it helps settle me down a bit. Also very informative, everything they were doing was explained to me. Everything is alright with my teeth, I know there's one tooth that has a little bit of something that could turn into decay but it's still not getting any worse (I have known about that since I first started going there) but they said they doubt I'll need a filling for it. So that's a relief. Even got told to keep up the good work, so that's good.
It was also a new hygienist that I had for my cleaning, but they were super nice and chill and really informative again. They're also really pleased with my hygiene so I got another keep up the good work from them. Sort of hoping they're a permanent hygienist there because I really liked them, and they understood that no one likes the noise of getting their teeth scaled(?).
I'm quite pleased with myself for going, even though I had wound myself up so much, I knew it was for nothing
I'm honestly so relieved