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Sashumi
Member
- Joined
- Feb 9, 2019
- Messages
- 20
- Location
- Sweden
Hi there. It's been such a long time, years in fact since I posted here. I can't remember my old account now.
The last time I posted my upper wisdom teeth were in the process of crumbling away. Both crumbled right the way down to the gumline. My right back molar (2nd) also got a hole in it. It has since also rotted almost completely away. Bits of teeth are left behind in my gums, my bottom wisdoms are starting to come through, and now I'm developing cavities and holes in a few bottom teeth. It is almost impossible to eat sometimes.
I am terrified of vomiting. The phobia has gotten better, but I'm terrified of going to the dentist with my sensitive gag reflex. Even talking sometimes can create a bit of a gag reflex, opening my mouth wide and yawning also, so I don't know how I'd even cope in the chair, even with anxiety medication. I live in a desolated area in Northern Sweden, (british expat). I have already requested dental procedures under anaesthetic but they don't do that in my local dentist. The only place they do that is down in Stockholm and the first appointment is 1/4 of what I earn in one month. It isn't feasible.
I've now developed a sore chest over the course of the week and I'm frightened that the teeth that are damaged, broken, decayed etc are affecting my chest. I've read frightening stories that this can happen. I'm only 28 years old and have just started getting my life back after almost 10 years of agoraphobia and extreme anxiety. I also suffer with GERD sometimes so I realize this could create the chest pain as well.. I just don't know. I'm sitting here crying feeling at a loss. Then I get angry, angry that I can't just be put to sleep, let them look, take xrays, do extractions and fillings and whatever else needs doing and then let me be on my way instead of putting me through added stress and trauma. I mean, I got put to sleep for a 10 minute injection into my coccyx when I was 19 (in the UK mind you)! Surely they can accommodate for dental work too!?
I am at such a loss. Financially it's impossible to afford the option of going to this clinic in Stockholm. I fear if I don't get seen soon maybe something bad will happen and it'll be too late. I need some sort of direction that doesn't involve just 'facing' it and sitting in the chair and "well hey if you throw up you throw up, it's not the end of the world." For me, it is, okay? It's trauma of the greatest degree for me that sits embedded for the longest time.
The last time I posted my upper wisdom teeth were in the process of crumbling away. Both crumbled right the way down to the gumline. My right back molar (2nd) also got a hole in it. It has since also rotted almost completely away. Bits of teeth are left behind in my gums, my bottom wisdoms are starting to come through, and now I'm developing cavities and holes in a few bottom teeth. It is almost impossible to eat sometimes.
I am terrified of vomiting. The phobia has gotten better, but I'm terrified of going to the dentist with my sensitive gag reflex. Even talking sometimes can create a bit of a gag reflex, opening my mouth wide and yawning also, so I don't know how I'd even cope in the chair, even with anxiety medication. I live in a desolated area in Northern Sweden, (british expat). I have already requested dental procedures under anaesthetic but they don't do that in my local dentist. The only place they do that is down in Stockholm and the first appointment is 1/4 of what I earn in one month. It isn't feasible.
I've now developed a sore chest over the course of the week and I'm frightened that the teeth that are damaged, broken, decayed etc are affecting my chest. I've read frightening stories that this can happen. I'm only 28 years old and have just started getting my life back after almost 10 years of agoraphobia and extreme anxiety. I also suffer with GERD sometimes so I realize this could create the chest pain as well.. I just don't know. I'm sitting here crying feeling at a loss. Then I get angry, angry that I can't just be put to sleep, let them look, take xrays, do extractions and fillings and whatever else needs doing and then let me be on my way instead of putting me through added stress and trauma. I mean, I got put to sleep for a 10 minute injection into my coccyx when I was 19 (in the UK mind you)! Surely they can accommodate for dental work too!?
I am at such a loss. Financially it's impossible to afford the option of going to this clinic in Stockholm. I fear if I don't get seen soon maybe something bad will happen and it'll be too late. I need some sort of direction that doesn't involve just 'facing' it and sitting in the chair and "well hey if you throw up you throw up, it's not the end of the world." For me, it is, okay? It's trauma of the greatest degree for me that sits embedded for the longest time.