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Antlx
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Hi, new here, please be gentle with me.
I have had dental phobia since I was 16 (now 43) and in the intervening years had only visited a dentist twice until recently. Both times were because of severe pain and I eventually had fillings under IV sedation.
Last year I was again forced into the chair when pain got so severe that I couldn't eat and was starting to lose weight, but with a lot of support from family and friends, combined with meditation sessions and a nice dentist, I again managed to have a filling done - this time with no sedation!
Monday this week I went for a check-up. I was so proud of myself because I actually managed to go alone, despite throwing up before leaving the house and shaking pretty badly all the way there. I told the dentist I was grinding and clenching at night, causing constant daytime headaches/migraines, so he suggested a mouth guard for sleeping with. Next thing I knew he was doing the impressions there and then.
It was awful. A lot of gagging followed, and I ended up having a full blown panic attack even though the procedure was very quick. But I did it and I came home thinking I had finally beaten this and that things could only get better. Mouth guard to follow in 3 weeks, onwards and upwards.
BUT
they have just phoned to say the impressions are no good and that I have to have them done again. All of my resolve and hard work has flown out of the window just because of a stupid phone call. I am barely able to see the screen as I type this, because I am crying so much. I want the floor to open up and swallow me.
I feel so stupid telling a bunch of total strangers about it, but I just need to get it out, to try to let these feelings go so that I can try to beat my demons again. Right now I can't ever picture myself visiting a dentist again, yet 2 days ago I was on top of the world about it.
And my head hurts from crying but I can't stop.
Sorry I've rambled, but thanks for listening if you've got this far.
x
I have had dental phobia since I was 16 (now 43) and in the intervening years had only visited a dentist twice until recently. Both times were because of severe pain and I eventually had fillings under IV sedation.
Last year I was again forced into the chair when pain got so severe that I couldn't eat and was starting to lose weight, but with a lot of support from family and friends, combined with meditation sessions and a nice dentist, I again managed to have a filling done - this time with no sedation!
Monday this week I went for a check-up. I was so proud of myself because I actually managed to go alone, despite throwing up before leaving the house and shaking pretty badly all the way there. I told the dentist I was grinding and clenching at night, causing constant daytime headaches/migraines, so he suggested a mouth guard for sleeping with. Next thing I knew he was doing the impressions there and then.
It was awful. A lot of gagging followed, and I ended up having a full blown panic attack even though the procedure was very quick. But I did it and I came home thinking I had finally beaten this and that things could only get better. Mouth guard to follow in 3 weeks, onwards and upwards.
BUT
they have just phoned to say the impressions are no good and that I have to have them done again. All of my resolve and hard work has flown out of the window just because of a stupid phone call. I am barely able to see the screen as I type this, because I am crying so much. I want the floor to open up and swallow me.
I feel so stupid telling a bunch of total strangers about it, but I just need to get it out, to try to let these feelings go so that I can try to beat my demons again. Right now I can't ever picture myself visiting a dentist again, yet 2 days ago I was on top of the world about it.
And my head hurts from crying but I can't stop.
Sorry I've rambled, but thanks for listening if you've got this far.
x