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xKansan
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I'm a 17 year old male, and I'm getting mine out this Thursday.
Oh my, I am really dreading this. Not the actual teeth part of it, I'm tough as nails when it comes to traditional, physical pain, but the freaking anesthesia. I have a mild phobia (I will deal with it if I MUST, but not if there is literally any alternative) of it, and I've thankfully only had to experience it once before (tonsils), which was possibly one of the worst experiences of my life. I straight up cannot handle that sensation of floating away and losing control of myself. The actual mechanism behind anesthesia also greatly freaks me out- what exactly are they pumping into your brain to shut it down on demand?
Besides the generic fear of not waking up, I'm also horrified that I will lose my intelligence (I don't mean to brag or be arrogant, but I'm a very bright kid, I've scored in the 99th percentile on iq tests and the SAT and what have you, and I'm horribly anxious about losing it) due to the brain trauma or something from its being forcefully turned off through pharmacological means. I can't talk to anyone about that, because I'd sound ridiculous lol, so I'm stuck freaking out about it every night before I go to sleep. I really wish that I could find good information as to what the mechanism of anesthesia is and how it turns your brain off. I feel that if I wasn't so ignorant about what anesthesia really is, that I could be more rational about it. Because right now, I view anesthesia like prehistoric people viewed fire, lol. ANY reassurances that you guys have about anesthesia not having permanent effects would be enormously appreciated.
Somewhat fortuitously, it sounds like I won't be getting full-blast general anesthesia, but 'conscious sedation' instead, so I guess that I get to skip the blacking out part. And hopefully the drugs will be lighter than they are for general. But man, it almost sounds worse. I'll be semi-responsive during the surgery, but I won't remember anything. That REEEEALLY weirds me out- the idea that I'll be aware of something while it's happening and then completely forget. That's extremely unsettling when you think about it. Can anyone explain what conscious sedation is like, and how it differs from general?
I wish that they would just give me some whiskey and some Playboy to distract me, ha.
Oh my, I am really dreading this. Not the actual teeth part of it, I'm tough as nails when it comes to traditional, physical pain, but the freaking anesthesia. I have a mild phobia (I will deal with it if I MUST, but not if there is literally any alternative) of it, and I've thankfully only had to experience it once before (tonsils), which was possibly one of the worst experiences of my life. I straight up cannot handle that sensation of floating away and losing control of myself. The actual mechanism behind anesthesia also greatly freaks me out- what exactly are they pumping into your brain to shut it down on demand?
Besides the generic fear of not waking up, I'm also horrified that I will lose my intelligence (I don't mean to brag or be arrogant, but I'm a very bright kid, I've scored in the 99th percentile on iq tests and the SAT and what have you, and I'm horribly anxious about losing it) due to the brain trauma or something from its being forcefully turned off through pharmacological means. I can't talk to anyone about that, because I'd sound ridiculous lol, so I'm stuck freaking out about it every night before I go to sleep. I really wish that I could find good information as to what the mechanism of anesthesia is and how it turns your brain off. I feel that if I wasn't so ignorant about what anesthesia really is, that I could be more rational about it. Because right now, I view anesthesia like prehistoric people viewed fire, lol. ANY reassurances that you guys have about anesthesia not having permanent effects would be enormously appreciated.
Somewhat fortuitously, it sounds like I won't be getting full-blast general anesthesia, but 'conscious sedation' instead, so I guess that I get to skip the blacking out part. And hopefully the drugs will be lighter than they are for general. But man, it almost sounds worse. I'll be semi-responsive during the surgery, but I won't remember anything. That REEEEALLY weirds me out- the idea that I'll be aware of something while it's happening and then completely forget. That's extremely unsettling when you think about it. Can anyone explain what conscious sedation is like, and how it differs from general?
I wish that they would just give me some whiskey and some Playboy to distract me, ha.