Im almost hoping they say something IS wrong

[Stewart]

@letsconnect

No I dont really understand considering youve taken away my ability to post to people who have tried to be nice and helpful towards me, which means I have to post my thoughts to the whole world and attract people who are not helpful to me at best, and at worst as hurtful to me as ive supposedly been towards them, and they get to read and laugh at all my bizarre thoughts and ways of coping.

 

[letsconnect]

@Stewart Unfortunately the forum software doesn’t allow making a distinction between people you’re upsetting and people who want to engage with you. So it’s either direct messages enabled or direct messages disabled.

 

[Stewart]

@Enarete

Ive bottled it. ive cancelled.

I went on a huge spending spree at the weekend trying to pick myself up and feel good, Ive stepped back and im going to try and see what happens if i leave it for a bit.

Now im feeling unbelieveably guilty and stupid that ive wasted a substantial amount of money, wasted the dentists time, and that ive failed life.

That feeling will wear off quickly but ive still failed.