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findingthesun
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My mouth is a mess. I've gotten work done in the past but honestly I would always start flaking out because I hate needles and all that work was just too too much for me and became overwhelming...so back to ignoring it I went.
I have been through extractions before. My last molar on my right top side broke some time ago, and I ignored ignored ignored, until of course it began to hurt. Fearful of abscess, I finally gave in and went to a new dentist (as I have moved since I last went to one). She agreed the tooth could be saved, and she was glad I came in (I told her my dealie) and that we'd work on getting my mouth fixed together. Very comforting, at least.
But now it's the day of and I am just a mess. I've been laying here doing nothing because I feel sick to my stomach (my anxiety basically goes right to my stomach when I am stressed) and just awful. I am worried about the much longer time spent in the chair (up to 45 mins she said), because I hate feeling trapped, it just amps up my anxiety so much more.
I wish I had an earlier appointment, because waiting until 4pm is a killer. My father said if I survived extractions (I have), root canals are going to be a walk in the park, but you know how 'wonderful' new dental experiences are. I just wish I could magically undo the damage done by my phobia...it is so frustrating to know this is just the start.
I have been through extractions before. My last molar on my right top side broke some time ago, and I ignored ignored ignored, until of course it began to hurt. Fearful of abscess, I finally gave in and went to a new dentist (as I have moved since I last went to one). She agreed the tooth could be saved, and she was glad I came in (I told her my dealie) and that we'd work on getting my mouth fixed together. Very comforting, at least.
But now it's the day of and I am just a mess. I've been laying here doing nothing because I feel sick to my stomach (my anxiety basically goes right to my stomach when I am stressed) and just awful. I am worried about the much longer time spent in the chair (up to 45 mins she said), because I hate feeling trapped, it just amps up my anxiety so much more.
I wish I had an earlier appointment, because waiting until 4pm is a killer. My father said if I survived extractions (I have), root canals are going to be a walk in the park, but you know how 'wonderful' new dental experiences are. I just wish I could magically undo the damage done by my phobia...it is so frustrating to know this is just the start.