Hello everyone and hope you are all keeping safe and well around the world. It is over six months since I posted on here (my last session was back in February), and so much has happened in that time. I mentioned in a previous post that I had been battling with life long PTSD and trauma, and this all finally came to a head around Christmas time last year (2023). I finally decided that I really needed to do something and get some proper help and support with all of this. So in March 2024 after several weeks of deliberating between three or four possible people, I finally plumped for a lovely lady about fifteen minutes drive from me, where I embarked on a course of talking treatment which incorporated elements of psychotherapy, hypnotherapy and counselling with "inner child" considerations. In the end, I was signed off after just five sessions (last one was mid June) but kept on an "await orders" arrangement, so that I can get further help and support should I ever need it. The PTSD has largely gone after far too many years of suffering, although I am left with some sadness and initially found myself coping with that awful "home from hospital" syndrome, where after a spell of intensive support one suddenly finds themselves alone and wondering what to do next after arriving back in the wider world. Ironically, it has been my dental practice that has been helpful in this regard in recent times; when I took my partner to have a tooth removed a few weeks ago, I got as much care as he did; as I waited in the reception area, the staff were all over me with drinks and kind words, and my partner came out very happy after superb care despite the extraction being a bit painful and difficult. I felt like I was part of a very special club or community; a place where everybody shared a passion for excellence and compassion in everything they did. This was so much like my experiences in hospital many years ago, where even cleaners and managers were not above nursing and supporting everyone around them.
After this long digression, I come to my latest appointment from earlier this week (Monday 24th September 2024AD). This time my partner was also present for a cleaning with someone else and he was very happy with his experience. My session went well with Megan again; gum scores of two or three and all things healthy and secure. The cleaning was quite uncomfortable at times, though breaks were given and this time I needed quite a pause after the scaling before we then went onto the beloved polishing which was long and indulgent this time (lovely). We have conceded that my problem eye tooth is suffering because of extensive scarring from previous surgeries and all that arduous orthodontic work from years ago, so all we can do is keep as clean as possible and use pain relief as necessary. All this over I was deemed fit for another six months and so I go again in March 2025. In closing, we realised that in December of this year (2024) it amazingly will be exactly thirty years on since I had that pioneering osteotomy to correct my upper jaw back in 1994. Whilst that operation did indeed give me a handsome new face in moments, it too has left me with the ongoing side effects of occasional pain and hence the difficulty of coping with home cleaning. What a blessing to have met Megan who can work with these issues without judgement but with deep understanding and good insight. Long may she continue, as she has been a life saver on many occasions, as have all the other staff at "Enhance". I wish all of you every happiness for the upcoming festive season and a safe and happy New Year for 2025.
From dental heaven with love. Simon