Today first visit to dentist in 20 years !!!

[carmac34]

Ok so the day after tomorrow is the big day. I can honestly say I am terrified I declined sedation coz I want to be in control,I know that sounds mental but for Mei need to be with it. Today I took a long hard look in the mirror at just how awful my mouth looks. It really is a disgusting mess. I’m so ashamed of it. Tomorrow night I am going to take a before picture and hopefully an after picture on Wednesday. I have pain killers, codine and amytriptoline,du u think I should take them before the appointment. I e been waking at night the last few nights just having bad dreams about what can go wrong. I am so scared that my top teeth come out but then the dentist can’t fit the plate. I don’t mind admitting I am terrified. Bloody hell, I wish it was over already.

 

[krlovesherkids777]

Wow... This is a huge day for you! I totally understand declining sedation. although I would take it in a second in some situations like endoscopys.. colonscopies stuff like that.. Dental work I need to have some semblence of control as well. I need to know what is going on... I want to know. this is so huge for you and you are giong to feel so much better.. I reallyhope and pray it all goes so smooth and easy and that the healing is good and quick!!

Ok so the day after tomorrow is the big day. I can honestly say I am terrified I declined sedation coz I want to be in control,I know that sounds mental but for Mei need to be with it. Today I took a long hard look in the mirror at just how awful my mouth looks. It really is a disgusting mess. I’m so ashamed of it. Tomorrow night I am going to take a before picture and hopefully an after picture on Wednesday. I have pain killers, codine and amytriptoline,du u think I should take them before the appointment. I e been waking at night the last few nights just having bad dreams about what can go wrong. I am so scared that my top teeth come out but then the dentist can’t fit the plate. I don’t mind admitting I am terrified. Bloody hell, I wish it was over already.

 

[FearfulInMA]

Good luck today!! I have always declined sedation, so I totally get that part. I wouldn't take anything beforehand unless the dentist told you to. After today, the worst will be over. Hang in there!

 

[BlueStarGalaxies]

That's awesome! So happy for you!

I wish I could get my butt to the dentist too.
I am so scared of being judged. I am so embarrassed of the state of my teeth and due to fear how bad I have let them go. I'm super sensitive and know I will cry if I go, which will just add to my humiliation! I also suffer from general and social anxiety. The thought of going, letting them see my mouth or even speaking to them makes my heart rate go up! I hate myself and my teeth and I am so tired of living like this and covering my mouth when talking to strangers or not being able to smile or laugh freely. I am stuck in a hole I don't know how to climb out of. My teeth are ruining my life... Wish me luck.. !
Sorry for the rant!

 

[ab697]

Good luck today! I know it's scary but you can do it and it will be so worth it in the end Please let us know how you get on

 

[carmac34]

Good luck today! I know it's scary but you can do it and it will be so worth it in the end Please let us know how you get on

OMG I did it. Done it with just jags, about 15!!! The worst bit was the noise I think. I was shaking like a leaf but I am sooooooo happy I have beautiful top white teeth. Am swollen, bleeding and sore but it's just temporary. I have to go back in a week just to check how I am getting on then make appointment for bottom ones. I am so happy I managed to do it. And my dentist was so lovely. Not judging and very supportive. 20 years this has taken me and finally I will be able to smile x

 

[krlovesherkids777]

sooo happy for you!!! Isn't it an amazing feeling fo relief , all the worry then its done.. I hope you feel better soon today!!! Good job going and doing it!!

 

[ab697]

Congratulations! Hope the healing goes well

 

[Thephilsblogbar]

Well done hope the healing goes well

 

[carmac34]

it's gonna take a bit of getting used to. I just had soup for dinner coz I think anything else will be pushing it. I've took a photo of me SMILING and omg I can't believe the difference. My daughter is at work so I sent the photo to her and she said I look great. What a boost I actually am looking forward to going to work on Saturday to see what people say. Now that I have done the top, I know what to expect for the bottom in couple of weeks. My dentist said the top is always worse. I will keep updating u guys with things over next few weeks and any problems I have along the way. I would like to say a massive thank you to everyone who took the time to read my posts and for all the encouragement. It means a lot as it was difficult to talk to family. I'm still oozing bits of blood from gums but dentist assured me it would calm down in next 12 to 24 hours. I'm not really in any pain, just aching. Talking a bit dodgy lol

 

[carmac34]

Ok so a wee update. I look like a hamster on steroids !!! The right side of my face is huge. I have an infected nerve and it is sooooo sore. My mouth is fine just my face lol. So I was at dentist yesterday and they have given me mega strong antibiotics to try and get on top of this. So back for a check on Wednesday. This is my first day back at work and I'm looking forward to people seeing me smile. Even if it's a bit lopsided lol

 

[carmac34]

Another update. I didn't last very long at work, the antibiotics from the dentist has made me feel very woozy and wobbly. So I'm home now till check up on Wednesday and hopefully then I can plan a date for bottom teeth. I am not letting this infection and stuff get the better of me. I may look like a hamster but I've got pretty top teeth lol

 

[Atlgirl]

I just wanted to say what an amazing job you are doing. I avoided the dentist even longer than you: over 30 years!!! I went for the first time last March and lets just say the dentist and I have seen a lot of each other these last months!! I can so relate to the impressions since I just had them taken for my braces (yes old people can get braces!). The assistant kept reassuring me that my teeth were not going to fall out, but it certainly felt like it. I can't wait to read more of your journey. Even though I can't say I love the dentist, I feel so much better about myself knowing that I am on the road to health!!!

 

[carmac34]

So next update. Those antibiotics were really awful. But finished now. Had appointment yesterday to check how healing is going. Dentist said all looks good healing wise, I have one bit top left that still has a way to go. I’m not in any pain and a week on, I’m getting in ok with plate. My dentist asked me if I wanted to wait longer before get bottom done, but I’ve came this far, so next Thursday 19th October I have another long appointment for bottom set. I’m a bit nervous in case I get any problems again, but it can’t be as bad as last week lol. So hopefully by next weekend I might be able to close my teeth together lol.

 

[ab697]

Woop I'm glad everything seems to be healing nicely!!

Hopefully next week will be a little less stressful if you already know the procedure. Just remember that you are on the right journey to good dental health and it will be worth it in the end.

will keep my fingers crossed for you for next week!

 

[Anxious76]

So next update. Those antibiotics were really awful. But finished now. Had appointment yesterday to check how healing is going. Dentist said all looks good healing wise, I have one bit top left that still has a way to go. I’m not in any pain and a week on, I’m getting in ok with plate. My dentist asked me if I wanted to wait longer before get bottom done, but I’ve came this far, so next Thursday 19th October I have another long appointment for bottom set. I’m a bit nervous in case I get any problems again, but it can’t be as bad as last week lol. So hopefully by next weekend I might be able to close my teeth together lol.

Hi there,

I just wanted to offer some support for what you're going through. I had full mouth extractions on the 19th last month, so I know what it's like. It's great you're getting both upper and lower done in close proximity so your healing can be done and over. For me the bottom is what has been more painful and difficult, but my case has been a bit different since I had bone grafting to prepare for implants and no bottom denture allowed only top. Like you, I am appreciating that my smile looks a lot better than it has in a long time so that is a bonus while I wait to have my implants and bridges. You have an extremely positive attitude and are very courageous, and that will take you far quicker with healing. Lots of luck!

 

[carmac34]

Aw thank you for sharing your own story with me. I have been back at work the last few days so been getting lots of people noticing. I'm scared about my lower stuff on Thursday coming. But I will get thru it. Can't be as bad as last week lol. This has taken massive amounts of mental preparation and I think I. Am positive most of the time. I took before pictures of my old mouth and when I am feeling scared I look at them and the photo now of my new smile and it gives me great strength and encouragement. Although the biggest praise has to go to my dentist. She has been overwhelmingly amazing through this journey. I will do my next update on Thursday thank you for the support x

 

[kclady36]

I went over 20 years too. All my molars need crowns. I have no money for work so all my visits are usually emergancy visits but I also found a kind dentist that is super friendly. If anyone lives In Kansas City go to Dental Corner. The nicest dentist I ever met in my life

 

[carmac34]

Aw I’m glad u found a good Dentist. I keep meaning to say, I think a lot on here from USA??? I’m from Scotland ?. So here, it’s now Wednesday evening and my next appointment 9-15 tomorrow morning. I’m starting to get very nervous ?. Will update after my visit. And again thank you to each of u that have taken time to read my goings on, no matter where u are in the world, A HUGE THANKS FOR THE SUPPORT

 

[carmac34]

Ok so the bottom now done and complete centre fitted. I have a lot of pain on left side at the back. The dentist had a real bother with one of back teeth. It split and went down in to jaw, took 20 mins to get rest of it out and a lot of pushing and shoving. I've taken the maximum in pain killers and I'm clock watching till I can take more currently sitting with frozen peas on face. So so so sore but so glad that's all the worst of it over. Hopefully all goes ok healing wise over the next few days, back to check how everything settling in a week