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Vysyn
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My biggest fear EVER has been of any form of sedation. It is what has kept me from the dentist... I finally had no choice but to go because of a really bad toothache... tomorrow morning, they're taking out two of my teeth, and because of my last appt, where they put in fillings, they decided it was best if I was sedated for it... except that's part of the problem. I already have bad anxiety, and with it comes a fear of embarrassment... I don't want to say or do anything embarrassing to me, especially if I don't remember it. I also don't like that I'd have no control... I wouldn't remember anything, so who knows what could happen. I mean, I don't expect anything BAD... but that embarrassment thing comes up here... I've heard too many people say things that would cause me to be mortified... heck, I get second-hand embarrassment just thinking about it.
I need to have this done, but that fear of sedation has caused me to have multiple small panic attacks today, as well as a couple of worse ones over the past few hours... on my drive home from work I kept screaming how I didn't want them to touch me, how I wanted them to leave me alone...
I'm scared... nothing anyone has said has helped... I actually told my brother's GF (who is taking me) that if I hear one laugh, something will die, possibly a kitten (not really, but it gets the point across).
... I don't want to do this, and not even the valium they gave me to take tonight is helping...
Help...
I need to have this done, but that fear of sedation has caused me to have multiple small panic attacks today, as well as a couple of worse ones over the past few hours... on my drive home from work I kept screaming how I didn't want them to touch me, how I wanted them to leave me alone...
I'm scared... nothing anyone has said has helped... I actually told my brother's GF (who is taking me) that if I hear one laugh, something will die, possibly a kitten (not really, but it gets the point across).
... I don't want to do this, and not even the valium they gave me to take tonight is helping...
Help...
