UPDATE FROM YOURS TRULY:
I Had my surgery today and it was breeze. I'm on plenty of medications to prevent infection and manage pain (which I would call minor discomfort) and I feel SO ABSOLUTSLY RELIEVED I DID IT!
The last three days before the appointment I was crying and having major anxiety and was outright terrified to the point of not thinking my legs would carry me into that office this morning. It ended up being just the bone grafting and sinus lifts, so now I will need to wait a few months to heal before the implants and bridges can be installed but I am SO HAPPY ANS RELIEVED!!! My temporary dentures look better than what I had so I don't even mind Hallelujah, I highly doubt I will need to consider myself a dental phobe from this point on!