Hey peeps! Well I was going to post this in my thread but, I decided to post it here since this is definately something I feel proud of overcoming.
For the past couple of months Ive had so much issues with my wisdom teeth and on friday was the day I FINALLY got them all out. Its been hell, ive had to deal with a lot but now its finally over. Leading up to it that week was hell, I already had issues trying to eat due to sores in my mouth and I was worried sick about the entire process of everything. The night before I only got one hour of sleep, I was that scared.
But the surgery wasnt bad WHATSOEVER. And I feel so so silly for crying over it so much.

Everyone was 100% right. This is the BEST option to do, if not general (I couldnt do it cuz Id have to have waited 3 to 4 weeks

). You dont even feel a thing. One second later you wake up and its all over I can promise you, its not worth stressing it will be done so quick you wont even realize you were knocked out!!

I got put under IV Sedation and I was really scared I was gonna feel everything despite it or wake up. But I didnt.
When i arrived into the office I was so terrified I already began crying. I remember hearing my name get called and I nearly sunk into my seat and the nurse brought me into this room. She was very kind and gentle with me, thank goodness, and I had to get my temp measured and stuff. She gently repeated that I was going to be okay and that I can do this. She even gave me a box of tissues. I dont know why I was so scared its just an operation but I had a hard time trying to calm down...I had to sign some forms then I was left lying down.
After that she left and I had maybe 4 mins or so to kill till they got everything ready. I was trying to take deep breaths but I was already embarassed because my bf and his mom were waiting in the room with me but at that point I kinda didnt care, I was too busy focused on crying and freaking out. Then the surgeon himself came in and thats when I began to lose it.
I was thankful though because this time he was comforting and did his best to calm me down. (During my consulation I cried but he kinda just didnt seem to care??) The seat I remember got lowered and lowered and it was about time to give me the shot in which i bursted out crying my eyes out, it didnt hurt but it was a pinch and at that moment I prolly acted like it hurt way more than it should but thats cuz I was so gone in my fit LOL After that, not even a second went by and I woke up.
It was all done. All over. The surgeon and nurse were with me and said everything went fine and I got put into a wheel chair out to the car. I didnt really feel that out of it, despite my butt getting knocked the heck out, but I was tired and just wanted to sit. I kinda felt embarassed I cired like a baby in the office in front of EVERYONE but hey it was over at that point I didnt care!
And the rest of the day, it was kinda hard honestly. The surgery itself is just the beginning the hard part is the recovery, of course everyone heals differently but boy I was not ready. X_X
I had to wait a bit for my meds then I came home and tried to take my amoxillian, then the ibuprofen medicine but gagged a little (due to the numbing) and just when I thought I couldnt feel anymore humilated that happened. So that wasnt fun. I didnt puke or feel sick but Ive always had a bit of a struggle with being numb, that and since I get anxious easily that prolly didnt help either. The pill was all soft and mushy but I knew I had to finish it so I struggled with that. Then I spent the rest of the night lying in bed with my gauze pads.
I ended up having to change them often due to salivating alot and I didnt dare try and eat anything cuz I was too. My surgery was over at 10ish and I didnt get home until 2pm so from then to 7pm I pretty much had gauze pads in my mouth I was really nervous about the whole idea of dry socket so I decided not to eat that night. I also elevated my head to see if that would help. Wasnt fun on/off tasting blood in my mouth but eh you get used to it. The only thing I really intook that night really was water but even that was hard to drink. Also I had an ice pack thing wrapped around my head and I had it around me until I went to bed! (the surgeon/nurses gave me one and they also give you extra gauze pads!!) I think the hardest part that day was trying to stop the bleeding and sleeping elevated. I wanted so badly to sleep on my side how I normally do, so my sleep kinda sucked lol. Least my cats were kind enough to give me lotsa snuggles. (Snuggling with your pets or stuffies is the best medicine)
The next day (saturday) was the day I began to brush my teeth, floss and use this oral rinse stuff called chrolixdine? (excuse me I cant spell that at all lol). I was told to use that 3x a day. I was kinda scared though because I heard this stuff can damage your teeth and give you stains but part me of me hoped that I would be able to stop after my follow up. And yes I also tried eating. I already had gotten some yogurt and jello and protein shakes so I was good. I the jello worked really nicely so I was happy about that.

I didn't feel too much sore or swelling so that was good. That was earlier in the morning and around that time my surgeon called my bf to tell him that by tuesday (my follow up) I should already have begun a normal diet? I thought that both funny and odd lol. Doesn't it take a week for this stuff to heal?? And same goes for the soft food diet...I found that weird he said that but regardless I decided to stick to my soft foods. Althought it IS important you start chewing. I was too scared to so I just did exercises whenever I was bored. (Opening and gently chewing down with my mouth.) I tried the protein shakes (I got Ensure) and at first i was like ew, because it struck a memory with me from childhood. (I used to have to drink these and hated the smell and taste lol) but regardless I drank it anyways because I knew it would benefit me. For dinner I attempted a soup but didn't care too much for it, so I instead had some Trix Yogurt. lol (Im not really into the idea of soup honestly and I was too scared the heat of the soup might touch my holes ...plus the one I got was nasty ;~; )
I also didnt really bleed too much that day either. And I spent the day just sitting in the living room watching a Harry Potter movie marathon that was on Tv.

I slept elevated again. I also didnt swell still.

Only issue I really had was swallowing. It felt a bit funny (no i wasnt still numbed) and I did it slowly. My throat itself felt a bit sore but its to be expected, the coldness from yogurt and such helps with that though!
Its also very very important that you eat and drink PLEASE. Don't be like me. Saturday I only had small amounts of food and that was a bad idea because I always felt so dizzy and ill.

Dont let that anxiety win if your afraid it'll touch your holes. If anything just sticking with jello is the best option here since it goes down really nicely.
Yesterday was probably the toughest. My right side was healing okay but my left side was a bit slow. (it was pretty badly impacted and close to the nerve of the other tooth). I felt really sore yesterday. And I also remembered that its usually the 2nd or 3rd day when you start to really swell up or just feel crappy.

So that kinda explains that. I didn't really eat too well that day so I just stuck with my protein shakes again. Took my meds of course and the ibuprofen they gave me. (There was also another medicine like ibuprofen they gave me but I never needed it so I haven't really taken any)
I remembered what my surgeon said about normal dieting so later that day (dinner time) we did our shopping and went out to a resturant I was kinda nervous because of the no straw rule (verrry important you follow this!!!) And along with chewing. So everyone wanted to go to this one resturant and I was happy about it because even their burgers were really soft but...they changed plans and wanted to go elsewhere....So we went to this other place. I was kinda freaking out about a drink though. I really wanted some sprite and without a straw I was really scared about the damage it could do to my teeth BUT i was lucky enough to get some water so I was able to enjoy my soda while have my anxiety managed.

Dinner was the hardest part though. I had a hamburger and it wasnt soft. Really regretted my family not going to the original idea of eating but I mean I guess I would attempt to eat it at least. So tried chewing with my front teeth but I got paranoid for a while and I ate half of it but nomore.
My main issue is trying to chew without fearing the worst.

I think im just being overly paranoid. Your holes are way way in the back but im just too paranoid lololol. So while I didnt eat much of that...(I had protein shakes earlier though!) I was able to get some ice cream.

Then the rest of the night was kinda meh. I felt some pain and took my meds then I went to bed.
And here iam now! I think its now day 4? (or day 3...? I mean Friday kinda counts as a day right??) I feel kinda sore and I can sometimes feel the sutures. (yuck i hate feeling these things!) but I looked and my holes are healing pretty rapidly!
Ill try and update this post if any changes happen!
And sorry this got so long.
But guys dont be afraid of the IV its your friend.
